i fell for a jerk, a kenman story

Chapter 3: more sadness and feels

kennys pov
"cartman!" i said running out to him. "i can help you!" i say with sympithy in my eyes. "no kinneh, i cant tell you!!" he said angrly. "yes you can! i know how you feel!!" i said un doing my hoodie showing my face. "NO! you will NEVER understand me!!" said cartman yelling at me. my heart raced as anger raged through me. dont understand? seriously? im depressed! "REALLY ERIC!?! I DO UNDERSTAND BECAUSE I HAVE DEPRESSION! IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO ANYONE AND I- I-IM ALONE! IM BULLIED AND I-" i cut myself off with tears and ran away.

i ran and ran while crying until i reached the bathroom. i sat down and cried my eyes out. Hes such a jerk, but i l-love him...i gripped my blonde hair and cried harder. my heart dropped and shatter as i cried. i didnt know what to do or say to cartman or stan or kyle. i soon heard footsteps and i ran to the sink and poured water on my face and wiped it off with my sleeve. "kenny?" i heard kyles voice. "im fine guys...really." i said while tears formed in my eyes. "then turn around." said stan. i turned around and my tears fell fast. "i-i-" i tried to speak but i just.....broke down. they both hugged me and i wiped my eyes. "hes just....ughhh! i try to reason with him but i- cant....i just lo-. care for him.." i say almost slipping my feelings for cartman to stan and kyle.

"dude, did you say you loved cartman?" said stan. "n-no! im not f**king gay man!" i said lying badly while blushing. "god d*mmit." i said angrly knowing they knew now and walked away.

3 weeks later.

cartman was at the bustop on a weekend and i walked over to him. i havent seen him since the fight. "cartman, please...look at me....im sorry. i hate seeing you like this." i say walking to him. he looked at me, his eyes were puffy and red and tears filled my eyes quickly. i hugged him. "kinneh....i have to tell you something..." said cartman finally. i looked up from the hug. "yeah cartman?" i asked him. "i..i..f*ck this hard to say but...i...." said cartman, then, he kissed me!! blush hit me hard and it hit on cartman too. "i love you ki- kenny..." said cartman. shock and happiness spreaded across me. i quickly smiled and held cartman's hands and kissed him. "i..love you too eric." i said. then, he pulled me into a kiss.