Rejected Omega

Worthy of my Mate

Sorry for the late update, I've been busy with work. I am sorry but it is short, but you guys get Mathayus's POV 6 months later. Hope you guys like sorry for any errors grammer mistakes and what not.

Mathayus (6 months later)

I looked towards my supposed mate lying naked on my bed who sighed in sexual content. Even now after releasing myself in her I was still restless, I was still tormented.

'Sky'

I sprang up from the chair at the foot of my bed, agitated at the voice in my head. Usually our spirit wolves hardly spoke but when they are confronted with strong emotions they have the tendency to utter a few words here and there and it seems my wolf is trying to drive me insane, saying her name over and over again, my wolf sounding shattered.

"I won't give in; Janice is my mate now, my Luna and the Packs Luna." I muttered bitterly to the voice.

'Never'

I growled in frustration at the voice again my temper getting the best of me.

"Baby, you okay? Come to bed." Janice muttered lazily, she turned over and gave me a full view of curvaceous assets. I remember looking at her made me mad with lust but now, I felt nothing I always force myself to be with her to be inside her, to be near her. When I feel her touching me it makes my skin crawl. I continued to look at her, disdain evident on my face. Janice still ignorant of my tormented thoughts tries miserably getting out of bed seductively and wraps her arms around my neck and starts kissing me. I snarl at her, my wolf taking some control, hating her touch. I grabbed her arms forcefully making her cry in pain and threw her on the bed, landing on top of her my full weight pressing her down.

"Mathayus... what's... wrong..." Janice gasps between breaths. She started to struggle trying to force me off her. I grabbed her hair roughing pulling her head back, I began to kiss and suck on her neck hard. I smelled her desire on her skin. She was enjoying this, I hated that she enjoyed my forceful touch. I heard soft sighs of encouragement. I finally let the wolf take full control; I let myself fall into oblivion. I faintly heard screams of pain and moans. I didn't care for her. She wasn't the one I wanted. I felt Janice shutter, and yell out. My wolf continued the use of my body until I felt the tightening and I howled my own release. Slowly the black haze lifted and my wolf resided disgusted with myself. I got up from her and put on my shorts. Janice purred her thanks and went back to sleep. I walked out of my room at saw Shawn. He looked at me, his face emotionless but his eyes told a different story. I shrugged past him, feeling the pang of regret but shrugged it off and went downstairs going towards the backyard. I walked slowly towards where she ran off. I stood at the edge of the forest and gazed longingly into the woods, my spirit wolf moving restlessly, wanting to run and howl for his true mate.

"You know you've been doing this every night for the past 6 months. Why don't you go after her, why did you... why did you forbade it?" Shawn muttered weakly. I continued to stare into the forest the moon looming over it. I felt like howling towards it but I always refrained from doing so.

"I made my choice Shawn. I won't go back on my word. I can't go back on my word even if I wanted too. I already marked her, and have made it known to the pack that she is the Luna. They believe she is the Luna." I sighed. I felt the lie weigh heavily on my shoulders. Everyone already started to notice that there was something off about me when Sky left. But they would never voice it. That day when Sky left, after the ceremony finished, my father pulled me into his study and slapped me hard. The impact was so sudden it knocked me onto the side wall.

"Are you fucking kidding me!?" he roared.

I dusted myself off and rubbed my cheek. I looked down at him through my hair.

"I did what you told me, I rejected her and took someone else for my Luna." I bit out. When I caught Sky in my arms when she fell from the ladder, I felt it. Our souls connected and the electricity ran through my whole body. I wanted to claim her then and there, my wolf growling 'Mine' over and over again in my head. But I couldn't she was an Omega, my father would withhold the Alpha title from me. As our eyes connected I saw the light fade from her eyes, I felt my heart clench painfully but it was better this way. What I did after she ran from my arms, still hurts me every time I think of it.

Through the pack link I focused my mind on my father and told him that I found my mate.

'You will choose Victoria, I do not want Janice and especially don't want that filthy Omega to have any power on the pack, she is just filth, and Janice is no better. Victoria is a suitable match and is Shawn's sister.'

I knew my father was series, but I still defied him at least in one order and that was Janice.

"I told you Victoria, you worthless piece of shit." my fathered roared into my face. His anger had no effect on me anymore I was alpha now.

"Get the fuck over it old man, I am Alpha and I am going to find my real mate I shouldn't have listened too you." I brushed past him, but stopped when I heard his sinister laugh.

"Go after her and you will regret it. You defied me with Janice but on the Omega you will not."

I didn't look back; I continued to walk out when I heard his last chilling words.

I shook my head slightly, shaking off that dreadful night.

"You must be fucking kidding me Mathayus; just because you say it doesn't mean it is true. For once be the leader you are supposed to be. She is your true mate and she is supposed to be part of this pack." Shawn yelled.

I laughed bitterly. I turn towards him giving him a crude smile.

"That filth Omega is nothing, yes she was my mate but I rejected her and she rejected me. Whatever bond we had, shattered." I said calmly. My spirit wolf was howling within me, angry at what I said. I held a tight rein on him; I can't let my wolf's emotions get to me. When I was able to quiet him down, I focused on Shawn only to have his fist connect to my cheek.

"You... fucking son of a bitch." Shawn choked on the words. I looked at him, rubbing my cheek.

"I trusted you to make the right choices, I trusted that I would serve a righteous Alpha, but I guess I was wrong. You fucking coward. Sky could be dead for all we know and you are standing here sulking over her loss and yet still be with that sad excuse of a so called mate you have sleeping on your bed." Shawn took a deep breath and looked me straight in the eyes.

"I would have given everything to have Sky as a mate. I loved her more than words can express." With that Shawn rigidly walked away.

I sighed and looked towards the moon once more, this time I didn't stop the howl that forced its way out my lips shattering the silence of the night.