Dear Amanda,
We would play on Skyblock everyday with Gabby. Whom you would always call iPanda because her username was iPandabearzzz. We honestly kicked ass on skyblock. Even though at the time you were on someone else's island, we would still complete quests and missions to earn things to make my island better.
I remember trying to get you on my island.
But at the time you had an island with your boyfriend and you didn't want to leave his island. You would still TP to my island to visit and hang out.
I remember logging off one day and pulling an all-nighter and just staying up texting you.
You sent me a picture of your face.
You would call yourself ugly, or fat, or other thing that degraded your self worth. I didn't understand that. You were pretty so I didn't understand why you would call yourself those things.
You later told me you have depression and you are bipolar.
We would go on for hours ranting about sad things, or things that upset you, or even the small things that made us happy. You would always call me "Arie" and I would always call you "Sweedie". That made me happy. I hope it made you happy.
You honestly were gorgeous. I hope you remember that you are beautiful.
~Love,
A7
