TORN

Lo siento mi amor

(A/N: YASSS! I finally found it! The song the Lonely by Christina Perri! YOU GUYS CAN FINALLY LISTEN TO IT! :D...that song is just like my life so is the photo so do not judge meh! You can listen to it anytime)

Richard

----the next day----

Girlfriend...is the girl who checks on you on every second of the day. Who calls you for no reason which gives a living proof that she really loves you. The person who always asks where you have been all day. So don't get irritated at her for trying and doing all those wonderful things for you. Many people begs for her attention and you just get mad a her and shut her out for doing it. One day she'll get tired of this and then you'll miss her doing those things to you and then you'll realize your mistake....when she's already gone... @RandmPopularGuy

I just posted that on Instagram...just trying to explain my mistake and trying to make the other guys realize what having a girlfriend is all about. Aldrich and William were working their pain out. While me? I kick back and enjoy my life. Having my Bae back,having my friends back. Life is really catching up on track for me. While my two bros? Check out William's post yesterday-

I just don't understand how girls work! They always get the wrong ideas of things. You try to explain they'll think it in a different way. They explain and they'll think you're the one who can't understand. Girls are complicated. I just wish I could turn back time and erase my mistake,how I should've fought for my love. Now...I have competition for gaining her love back. @WorkHardPlayHardWill (aka William)

See what I mean? Poor guy but thats his problem to solve and I can't interfere...I might get in the way, oh and check out what Aldrich posted weeks ago-

How can I make this work? Our relationship I mean. I'm just really sorry for her, I really want to explain to her the reason why I had to do that but I can't...she'll get in trouble if I do so. And I can't bare to see her get hurt because of me. Love is like a broken mirror, its best to leave it broken than to hurt yourself. But I'll let hundreds and hundreds of mirrors be crashed and shattered at my face if that means her forgiving me...@PizzaIsLife (aka Aldrich)

See the difference between our posts? I'm happy, they're sad...I'm proud, they're ashamed...I'm lucky,they're not...I have my girlfriend back, and they don't. I'm just rubbing it in again,but I can't help it! To think about getting her back into my life made me the happiest man in the whole universe again!

One time...William was so devastated he tried to commit suicide, but me and Aldrich didn't let him. And last week...Aldrich wanted me to beat him up. They both say that when you feel physical pain, your emotional pain gets overwhelmed by the pain of your pained body. I admit I tried to do the same back then...and they were there for me so I'll be there for them too.

Shena

When I'm bored...I write songs and books, but only in Wattpad. Just to express what I feel. My book that has many reads and votes is called "That broken Smile" which had 70.5k reads and 45.6 votes. It was about a girl who fell in love with her best friend's friend but he didn't feel the same for her. But he acted like he did so she was so confused if she was really loved by him or not.

I admit...I fell in love too with a friend of mine once-I'm not gonna mention his name so don't get any ideas who it is please-because he acted so kind,gentle and goofy around me. He was just the type of guy I like. And I thought he felt the same but I noticed he acts just like that to everybody so I'm having doubts. But I'm 95% sure I'm over him but 5% of me still liked him. I conceal it and I don't let it show.

"So...how're you and Ari?" Nicks said abruptly and nudged Ramon who just scoffed and rolled his eyes at the idea,"Whatever...I'm over her besides she met another guy remember,she's all his for the taking" he replied then he slurped his soda who always bugged me every time he did that.