The reason I don't try.
Wanted to move fast, I wasn't comfortable it was a sham.
Dad said I handled it very well which I can agree. So I got over it.
Then I tried again and they didn't get it, was probably in their own head.
Or just didn't have then time like I choose too now.
The group went to s concert they ditched us to go off somewhere.
I gave them another chance, I tired. They however never replied.
This one I kept trying and really hard but again they never replied either. Though they acted as if they were a bit interested.
It doesn't help that friends tell me constantly that I can't "text" or whatnot. It's mindless teasing, it still hurts though.
The reason I don't try.
It never works in my favor, no reason to keep trying.
I've learned how to live like this to be nothing more to someone, I find comfort in this and learned to accept it.
I've learned I'll be nothing more to someone...yet. With all that out I've also learned to love and know myself more deeply.
