Selly's POV
When we got to this dinner. I saw my brother started talking with some short girl and Nash did the same. And Hayes was stucked with me and all the time he was trying to start talking with me. When Alex saw I was ignoring Hayes he gave me a look that says 'You better talk to him'. I sighed to face Hayes.
"Ooh, someone decided to talk to me huh?" he asked and winked. I rolled my eyes "No, I'm talking to you becuase I don't want to be killes by Alex."
"Okay, whatever, do you see that girl which is talking with Nash?" he asked and I nodded "Isn't that Stephenie Brown? A cheerleader who used to date Nash before she moved?" I asked and now he nodded. I sighed because I don't want to see Nati hurt. "Better for him that he won't have anything with her becuase I don't want to see my best friend hurt," I said.
"Don't worry, I won't let this happen," he said while putting his hand on mine. I felt butterflies in my stomach and smiled. Hayes moved his hand on my thigh and I froze. I gave him a look 'Remove hand' but he only smirked at me. His hand went higher and higher and he stopped when some girl called his name and they started talking. He removed his hand and started talking. I was just sitting here still in tease.
We slept in a hotel we were eating and we shared a room. After Beth told us what happened I was in shock. I know that she kissed Justin back but that isn't a reason to go to bed with a girl he just met. He's going to become player again. I sighed and five minutes later Shawn walked into the room.
"Where's -" "She's here, asleep. And what you did was unacceptable. I can't believe you," I said angrly. "What I did? She kissed Ju-" "She didn't kiss him and you fuck a girl you don't even know!" I yelled.
"Then she kissed back, and so what if I did. It's no big deal." he screamed back and my eyes started to tear up.
"She didn't want to. She'd never do this and you know that." I said not yelling anymore, "You know she loves you. Fine if you are going to be a player, okey but I can't believe you.
You were supposed to be my brother, her boyfriend our friend, but guess what you lost your sister" I whispered the last sentence to calm down, but tears just ran down my cheek. "Wait, Sel wait! I didn't mean like that." But it was too late, I already ran out of room.
Shawn's pov:
When we got to this dinner, I of course hooked up with some girl, well she wasn't even that pretty, but she was good.
I have to addmit, well she was amazing.
But every single thing reminded me on Nati. The way she kissed, the way she talked, the way she looked... even if they were so different.
I just can't stop fucking thinking of Nati.what did that bitch done to me?
Our 'talk', (well that's what I said to Alex) in bedroom was over in like 2 hours, right in time, we were just leaving,
I quickly dressed myself, while she put a piece of paper in my pocket and whispered to me "call me" and then left. "U wish" I said back to her, but it was too late she already left.
I then went back to Alex and everybody, I could see that Beth was crying. She had res puffy eyes and her hair was a mess. Is it weird that she kinda turned me on?
Eitherway, than we left to our rooms, I wanted to talked to Beth and cleared things up between us. I walked to hers room and saw Sel wirh Beth slepping besides her.
She startes to yell at me for no reason, well maybe she had a reason, but I am her older brother, I can't believe she is sticking out for her friend and not for me.
But the sentences that hurted the most, well the last one was the most hurtfull, I can't believe she would say:
You were supposed to be my brother, her boyfriend our friend, but guess what you lost your sister.
I can't believe, is she ashamed of me? Why?? I am just leaving normal teenage life, just that I am famous, that words were like when I saw Nati with him, or even worse,
I don't even know what to feel anymore, there is just hate and saddnes, but I am going to fix it, I don't know how, but I will, I love Nati, I really do, I can't believe. It feels weird, strange, like I don't reconise myself anymore. She tottaly changed me.
