I woke up to my phone vibrating.
I picked it up to see it was a post notification.
I clicked and what I saw I wish I hadn't.
It was a picture of some girl sitting on Tae's lap. For the caption he put "She takes all my headaches away ☺❤"
I threw my phone on the floor.
I fucking hate my life.
How could he do this shit!
I went to my purse and grabbed some weed.
I put the blunt to my mouth and enhaled it.
The feeling felt so good.
It's like weed takes all my problems away.
I'm done with Tae.
After all the stuff we've been through.
I hope him and his bitch are happy together.
Fuck Love!
I got up and took my hair down and washed my face that my makeup was smeared on.
I changed my clothes to some shorts and a tank top.
I went downstairs and got some ice cream with whip cream and sprinkles.
That picture with Tae and that girl stayed on my mind.
I cried and cried until I had no more tears to cry with.
I plugged up my beats pill and blast Sade - Soldier of love . I'm definitely in my feelings.
I've lost the use of my heart
But I'm still alive
Still looking for the light
And the endless pool on the other side
It's the wild wild west
I'm doing my best
I'm at the borderline of my faith
I'm at the hinterland of my devotion
I'm in the front line of this battle of mine
But i'm still alive
I'm a soldier of love
Every day and night
I'm a soldier of love
All the days of my life
I've been torn up inside
I've been left behind
Tall I ride
I have the will to survive
In the wild, wild west
Trying my hardest
Doing my best to stay alive
I am love's soldier
I wait for the sound
I know that love will come
I know that love will come
Turn it all around
I am lost but i don't doubt
Tall I ride
I have the will to survive
I n the wild, wild west
Trying my hardest
Doing my best to stay alive
I am love's soldier
I wait for the sound
I know that love will come
I know that love will come
Turn it all around
I'm a soldier of love
I'm a soldier
Still wait for love to come
Turn it all around
I'm a soldier of love
I'm a soldier
I feel so completely broken.
I feel like some stabbed me in my heart over and over again.
I really do love Tae but I guess it just wasn't meant to be.
