November 7th, 2013
Sterling came to talk to me that morning. It made me seem like the biggest idiot ever.
¤ Flashback ¤
"Sterling why would you come here, and with her. Are you trying to hurt me more?"
"Oh please Amelia, you overreacted and I gave you time to cool down. I wasn't hurting you and I brought Monica because she's apart of my explanation."
Wow he didn't call me honey or honey bear or any of my nicknames..
"Okay. Come in."
We sit on the couch. I get us all some water. My heart is pounding out of my chest.
"Monica is my childhood best friend who moved a town over, I rarely get to see her. I was so happy to hear from her because I wanted you two to meet. So my two favorite ladies could get to know each other."
"I-I-I, I'm sorry I had no idea. I just jumped to the conclusion..."
"It's alright Honey. I was being a dick about it when you brought it up. And I'm sorry for that."
I want to hug him so bad, to feel his touch again.
"I should formally introduce myself, hello I'm Monica."
Monica sticks out her hand. I reach my hand out and shake hers.
"Very glad to meet you."
I try pushing a smile the best I can.
"I hate to cut this short but Monica has to leave and I'm going to drive her home."
"Okay. Once again, nice meeting you. Goodbye."
I walk them to the door. Once they walk to the car I close the door. Not a single touch. No I love you. How did I mess this up? Does he not love me anymore?
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My bedroom door swings open. Sterling comes up to me and engulfs me in his arms. I start to weep again.
"Baby its okay, we're okay. I love beyond words. This is just a small bump in the road."
" I trust you, you know that right? I-I I'm just so afraid someone is going to be better."
"Listen to me. Nobody, NOBODY can replace you. You are one of a kind, truly a masterpiece. I love you. I love you now. I'll love you tomorrow. I'll love you always."
"How did I get so lucky to have someone like you. I love you so much."
¤ Flashback Ends ¤
I had never felt so relieved in my life. No other fights had us separated for more than 10 minutes. Well until the end. I still love him, I always will.
The rest of 2013 was blissful. With many holidays together and nothing but pure happiness.
Author's Note
Sorry this update has been so late. So much school work not enough time. I'm hoping to update more often. Please comment opinions/anything it makes a difference in my writing to see interations. Thank you so much for reading. I hope you love reading it as much as I love writing it.
- Carrie Isabella
