****Oscar's POV****
All I hear after I stop talking and begin to cry even more is "I love you too Oscar!"... I jump up and scream for the nurse.... The nurses come running in and see that her eyes are open.... They try shoving me out of the room but... Laza started to scream and cry "NO OSCAR PLEASE LET HIM STAY!!!! LET HIM STAY PLEASE!!!!"... The nurses stop shoving me out of the room and let me stay, cuz they saw her heart rate was going to fast, and she just woke up after a 5 month coma... And they know if she gets to riled up then she will definitely die... And if she died... I'd die to cuz... Have to ever heard of forever lasting love?? Well that's how I feel about her, I don't give two garbage cans about anyone else... She is my everything... I haven't been this confident... When I didn't know her I'd always get so nervous around girls but... She made me feel something, she gave me the most beautiful sight of love anyone can ask for... I really love Laza... I start to talk and I tell Laza how I feel "Laza I love you with all my heart and I want only you no one else, if I had to pick between my career and you, I'd pick you I don't give a crumpet, please can I keep you??!! I love you and only you, and that's, that!!" Laza looks at me and starts to cry... She try's to get up, but the doctor said no, she gave the doctor a stern mean, nasty look and got up, he moved out of her way, and she walked towards me... I thought she was gunna slap me or something thing, but right when I went to flinch, I felt her lips against mine, she made my heart go haywire, her meters started to go haywire to, but the doctors knew this was a good haywire...
****Laza's POV****
The nurses come running in and see my eyes are open.. They try shoving Oscar out of the room, I start to scream and cry "NO OSCAR PLEASE LET HIM STAY!!!! LET HIM STAY PLEASE!!!!" I see the nurses had stop shoving him out of the room then Oscar says to me "Laza I love you with all my heart and I want only you no one else, if I had to pick between my career and you, I'd pick you I don't give a crumpet, please can I keep you??!! I love you and only you, and that's, that!!" I try to get up, but the doctor said no, I just give him a mean look is all and got up, and he moved out of my way... I walk towards Oscar and his face looks like he thinks I'm going to slap him... But, like two seconds later I felt lips pressed against his. I can hear his heart going haywire, and mine to.. Well he can hear mine cuz it's on a meter thingy... That thing annoyed me to the point where I wanted to break it.... The doctor and nurses walk out... Then I pull away from Oscar's lips, cuz I now then what I was doing..... He smiled at me and got up, stepped closer and this time he kissed me... He pulled away.. We both smile and hug... The nurses were amazing that everyone's prayers were answered.... I told Oscar "I asked God to please let me open my eyes and then out of nowhere I said I love you!!"
Two days has past I get to go home in three days... But I want to go home now.... I really miss my mom and siblings... I just want to see their smiles again.... My dad was so depressed when they all died with in two months of each other... My dad burned everything of theirs... But my dad gave me all of my twin sisters clothes... My curves were always bigger then hers by an inch or two... But now they fit... I wish my two minute older sister and one year older brother was hear to help me through this part of my life.... But their not.... Pastor Mayzaria said God took them for a reason... I thought in my mind "but why would God take such good people who were going to make a change in this world and not the ones who want to destroy it??!" I guess my dad new what I was thinking that Sunday morning and told me "The reason why God takes good people out of this world sometimes is because God chose them to be someone's guardian angel"....
My dad walks in... It's been three days already........ I haven't seen Oscar in five days..... Omar comes in, with the most upset, miserable, depressed look on his face.... Felix and Og come in too with same look on their faces... Oscar wasn't with them..... I ask Omar "Where's Oscar??" In a very worried whinny voice... They start crying..... I look and Felix hands me Oscars suicide note... It was too me... It said "Dear Laza, I love you with all my heart and it's my fault for your current situation that you are in at this moment, I should've never asked for your 'digits' if I quit asking for you phone number then you wouldn't have gone through this bad experience your in this second... I really love you.... But if I never met you then..... You would have had a better fate then right now..... Cuz once you read this letter Omar, Felix, and Og would have already found my body hanging from my closet... I love you Laza and I hope you can forgive me for all the pain I have caused....
Sincerely,
Oscar!"
I burst into tears and I yell at my dad "ITS NOT MY FAULT, ITS YOURS DAD!!!! IF YOU WERENT SO SELF CENTERED ALL THE FRICKEN TIME EVERYONE WOULD STILL BE HERE!!!!!! EVEN MY ONE AND ONLY TRUE LOVE IM EVER GOING TO HAVE!!!!! WHY COULDNT YOU JUST HAVE AGREED TO ABORT ME AND MY SISTER!!!! CUZ ALL WE CAUSED FOR MOM WAS DEPRESSION CUZ SHE WAS ONLY PREGNANT WITH US CUZ YOUR STUPID BROTHER RAPED HER!!!! I AINT EVEN YOURS!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!" Omar comes and holds me down and starts to hug me and try's to calm me down...
