Jonathan is a guy . Victor is a guy . Capisce ?
2012
I'm a hormonal teenager
hormonal teenager
h o r m o n a l teenager
but I don't know where my hormones are driving me . I'm confused .
I'm really confused .
My hazel eyes were back to staring at my very own reflection on the cracked school mirror.The mirror only tells the t r u t h because they don't have such a thing called constructural critiscm but sometimes , I wished they lied . I wish they didn't reflect the image to the beholder .
Mirrors are a b s o l u t e .
My brown hair was lighter under the sunlight that under the flickering bathroom lights .
My hands were still trembling and sweaty after the k i s s
She just grabbed my face and smashed her fat , plump , unreal pink lips upon mine . She collided so hard that I cut my lips from the impact.
The moment was caught on a replay on how my eyes widened and how her lips twisted to a smirk while kissing mine .
On my sickly red v i r g i n lips .
It played in my head like a broken record. I never liked broken records . Those records haunt you on what's not left.
I tried washing of the stain of her lipstick , better if it was the stain of the memory . My hands were clenched tight on the basin.
I walked out of the bathroom and I heard the voice of the same girl who kissed me. I wished I didn't have it to hear it.
" His lips were delicious as If I were in heaven"
" Really , next time , I'll do it "
" You should've seen his face though like a kid getting his first kiss but if it weren't for those cherry lips"
A chorus of giggles were heard after.
I am disgusted. I am.
I told Victor about what happened and he kept his teeth clenched throughout and his grey eyes were intensified in focus. The vein visible on his jaw ticked a few times during the conversation.
Victor was well-dressed today but he still hasn't grown out of his jersey jackets but he does wear casual tees often and his skinny jeans were usually worn when he didn't have swimming lest it was his nike shorts . He's the first person I've met with five pairs of skinny jeans and all of them in cool shades of blue except for the black ones he was wearing now . In majority , he usually has a large assortment of loose nike shorts that he can quickly slip on over his swimming shorts . His clownfish keychain was hanging out of his back pocket .
He got his ears pierced last summer which was incredibly painful for me to watch and I swore that I would never get any piercing of any sort . His mass of black hair was tousled and he looked handsome as usual .
" That fucking whore "
" I swear "
" But how did it feel ? "
" Disgusting . You got your first kiss taken by Sasha , right ? "
A smile played on his lips in remembrance but it was not of profound love or heartache .
He had kissed Sasha just to play with her because she had bullied almost everybody in her way . Victor schemed a plan on breaking her heart and guiltily , I went along with it .
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Strangers (Boyxboy)
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