*Oli's POV*
Then next morning I woke up but something didn't feel right. I re read our text messages from last night, she was so sweet. Some one I had just met recently has grown so close to me in a short amount of time. I think... I think I love her, a lot. I walked to the bathroom to take a shower. As I washed my body I ran my fingers across my wrist, slowly stopping at each scar to remember when and why i put it there. With out thinking I grabbed the razor and added 3 more cuts to my collection. I had no reason to, I just felt like I needed to do it. The blood slowly dipped into the water, I closed my eyes as the blade slowly was pulled across my skin. I felt my heart race as the courage to press down harder built up inside in me. The last cut I did was the worst. I dropped the blade and just strood there as the blood poured from my arm. I snapped out of the trance and finished my shower. I got out and dried off. I got dreesed but them just stared at my self in the mirror. I hated what looked back at me. Girls loved it but I never understood why. I hated it. No one knows I do these things, every one thinks I'm happy, but I'm not. At all I wanted to be normal. But I never will be. I spit on the mirror and walked out.
*Back to Sommer*
I woke up with no texts from Oli, normally I have atleast 3. It kind of worried me. I called him, no answer. So I called again and again and again. Finally
"OLI!"
"Yea, what's up?"
"You didn't answer, you scared me.."
"Sorry, I was in the shower, love. I'll pick you up at 3, we're going out."
"Okay, see ya then!"
(HUNG UP)
I looked at the clock and saw that it was only 12. So, I went back up into my room and sat down on my bed to think. I just had to think. I feel like I love him... He doesn't love me, how coould he? I have scars covering me. Then I did it, I didn't care at the time, I cut. All down my legs. I felt bad. Oli has been clean for me this whole time and I keep fucking up! I hoped he wouldn't find out, I didn't want him knowing I did more. It kills me to know he hurts himself the same way I do.That's when I fell asleep.
I woke up later and saw that it was dark outside. SHIT. I ran down stairs To call Oli, but then I saw him in my kitchen.
"You were sleeping, I didn't want to wake you so I just made you dinner here"
"Oh Oli :)"
I hugged him and kissed him. As I pulled away he grabbed my hand pulled it to my face.
"Why is there blood on your hands?"
I didn't have to say anything, I just looked down at my legs. And he knew.... I was so ashamed, I let him down.
*Oli's POV*
I knew she cut, I didn't have to ask her, I knew by the way she looked at me, I could tell how embarrased she was. I wanted to tell her I screwed up also but I just couldn't find the words to do it. She looked down at her legs, that's where she must have done it. I had no words, she didn't either. I pulled her chin up and kissed her, I looked into her eyes, they were so beautiful, even though they filled with tears. "Please don't cry babe."
She wiped away her tears and we just sat and talked the whole night. Then we moved to the couch and she ended up falling asleep in my arms, I soon fell asleep as well.
I woke up later in the night to a man in the house, "Who are you, why are you laying with my daughter?"The man said....
