Chapter 2: Can it be?

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So they new girl is pretty cool but I'm not sure if I can be friends with her. I mean if I do become her friend I don't want her to get bullied because I know that's gonna start to happen.
I'm gonna have to tell her.

Hey cupcake earrings!!!!
"Yeah Hero?"
Erm.... Can I talk to you?..... In private?

I brought her over to the door and was about to tell her when I realised I couldn't. I... I just couldn't you know. I saw the shine in her eyes. They joy in her smile. I just couldn't hurt someone like that.

"Ummm...... You alright there? What was it you wanted to tell me?"
Oh nothing doesn't matter. Never mind.
"Okay, well I sorta gotta get to class now. Wanna come with? Oh wait your in the same classes as me!"

Wow this girl is definitely something.

Okay Ashley lets go before you say something stupid. Don't even say a word. Or there will be consequences.

As they walked to class, Ashley was lagging behind. Not talking.

"Ashley? Is there something wrong? Do you wanna talk about it? Oh bad idea sorry!" Beth cringed.
Oh no, nothing it's ok. I just.... I.... I think.... I think like......
*don't say you love her you don't even know if it's true yet. Don't say it. Don't you dare Ashley. Don't.*
"You like what?"
There was a long pause as Ash tried to think of something to say.

........ I like......... Donkeys!
Yeah I like donkeys!

*did I really just say that? What the hell*

"You like donkeys" Beth laughed, "that's okay! A lot of people do!"

*what is wrong with me? Now she thinks I'm wierd probalby*

//BREAK TIME//

So. I'm sitting in class and all these horrible things are being shot at me like a gun to the bone. I have to say it to her. But I can't. It'll ruin what we have, if we have anything that is. I just looked at her and I don't know what I felt but it was powerful. I got breathless and my heart just stopped for a second! I've only ever felt like this with a crush I had on a person in my....... Oh. My. God. I think I have a crush on her! Oh no. No no no no no no no no no. This is soooo so bad. I can't be. It can't be can it? Could it be?

She seems to be avoiding me. I don't know why though. At least she won't get hurt. Oh great here they come again. Bless the Lord. Please don't notice me.

Yep they noticed me.

"Yo, Daddy's girl. I saw the way you looked at the new girl in class. You like her? Oh yeah of course you do what am I saying! Your lez. Bein. You like me even. Bet you do. Oooh kiss me baby! I know you want to!"

No I really don't
*what is her problem? Now everybody's looking at me. Play it cool. Cool*

"Where's your Daddy? He gonna come pick you up? And Mommy gonna hug you and kiss you to sleep? Maybe even sing you a lullaby since your still a baby"

How dare you! Don't even saw that about my family. Next time thing before you say something.

My ears were going red and I could see that Jessica saw I was gonna cry. So before I could say anything else, I ran to the girls bathroom. Tears streaming down my cheeks like it was a river and a stormy night. My head was filled with pain and anger. How dare she talk about my family like that. How dare she humiliate me in front of all those people. How dare she. Just how dare she. What did I ever do to deserve this? I mean why does she hate me so much? It's like Eleanor is out to get me. I don't get it.

Meanwhile on the other side of the school Beth is getting beat up :(

So I'm in the toilets crying again. Its like they've become my home. Oh God no. My binder is coming off. I gotta fix it. I started to get filled with a sense of fear and sadness. I mean when you try so hard and it all goes wrong. I am in the disabled toilets and that place has a mirror so I can fix it there. Good. As I fix it my mind is filled with gathering thoughts. The kind of ones you don't want. I try to wrap the binder round my chest when I accidentally stab myself with the pin.
I wonder who I it.
She seems to be crying...

I open the door of the toilets and am shocked at what I see.

"Don't look at me I'm hideous."

"Your not hideous, trust me."

"Wait your Hero!"

"Yeah!! Cupcake earring!!!!"

Beth's face glowed with excitement.

"So what are you doing here? Its break time, shouldn't you be outside? With everyone else..."

"Um, er, no, not really. I sorta just spend all my time here. *laughs nervously*. You?"

Umm, er, well. I got beat up by a girl with dark red hair. The girl that tripped you up in class."

"Oh yeah. I remember her *stares off with a snarl*. I hate her. Even picking on the new kid!" I blurted out. I immediately followed my sentence with 'sorry' as I realised what I had just said.

"It's alright. I'm used to it." She replied thoughtfully. Doing the same as I was, staring off into space.
Beth shook her head and mumbled
"Do you have a plaster?"
"Plaster! We need to take you to the nurse! Look at the state of you!" I exclaimed.

As I took her to the nurses office I couldn't help but wonder why should would pick on Beth. I mean, what did she ever do to her?

She started talking about her life and everything and I find her really sweet. She's cute as well. Omg what am I saying!!! Wtf!
Am I in love?
Could it be?

NO! SNAP OUT OF IT ASH!













Hey so sorry I haven't updated in a while but I've been busy with GCSEs and stuff so I haven't been able to write. Tbh I know how Ash feels and is sorta based on me as I am like her. In a lot of ways :(
Oh and I am in a relationship with my best friend. Let's call them ELIZABETH! Lol XD!!
Toodles!! Ly bye! :+

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