Flashback
My mother forgot me, again at basketball practice, at least I have my skateboard to ride on. I hopped into my skateboard and went to my house with my skinny legs for support and my skinny arms to gain balance. My mommy thinks that I'm too skinny and I need to eat more, I am an 8year old weighting 40pounds. My dream is to be a model and I love to model that's why I need to be really skinny. My legs hurt a lot from basketball practice, I have practiced many sports before like swimming, dancing, soccer but now is basketball season. My mom says that she likes me doing many sports, it's "healthy" And also I like sports and I am really competitive so I always try to be outstanding I think that's why my "team" doesn't like me, I wish they would like me. Sometimes I bring them cupcakes and brownies but they throw them at the floor and say that they don't like them, because ew. My mom say that they are just jealous that I am too pretty. My mom is working right now, but I see her car... in the garage? If she's in here why didn't she pick me up? I am hearing shouts from inside of the house, now I'm scared what if a murder is inside of the house, my mom and my dad are in there, I love them too much I need to go inside!Quickly I ran towards the door and open it, where I found my mom crying on the stairs. What is happening? My father is pointing and shouting at her with bloodshot eyes and some bottle in his hand.
"I'm leaving!" my mom shouted.
I woke up sweating. I hate when I get those dreams it's horrible. People change, people change is what my mother always says, but I don't believe it, neither second opportunities, that's bullshit. Life has treated my roughly.
I lay my head on my pillow and try to find sleep again.
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Girls who wake up in movies, shows, music videos wake up flawlessly and I wakeup with a fuckįng running nose, hair everywhere, my sheets sprawled in the floor I just hate it.
I clean up my nose and more stuff is coming back UGH! I hate it! I hate mornings! I hate breakfast. I hate not awoken flawlessly. Just everything!
"Triana breakfast time!" My mom calls
"Stfu" I mutter under my breath.
I hate taking showers like why do I have to stay in there and let water flow freely around my body? At least it makes more awake.
I took a shower and put on my towel and left the bathroom to change into my normal clothes. White shirt, blue skinny jeans and a pair of white converse and that's it I'm ready for the day.
I go and eat cereal with my little brother. I can't believe I have to plan it! Scarlett needs to help me so bad. I finish my breakfast, so I take my backpack outside and start walking, I love to walk is the best thing ever literally, you can feel connected to the earth.
I arrived at school and went to my locker, the seniors are looking at me, what the hell are they looking at? Do I have something in my hair, nose, eyes? NO. So stop looking at me. Joseph starts walking towards me.Nonononononono Joseph go away I demanded in my mind. "Hey beautiful Trianus" why me? It's too early for the hater life. I want to make a sassy remark but I don't have the energy to do it.
"Go away you piece of poop" I tell Joseph.
"I know you want me babe, I can see how you look at me." He tells me with a seductive tone.
"I think you can't recognize a look full of desire and one that wants nothing to do with your sorry little butt." I tell him.
Joseph is just a pervert. I can't deal with him he's older than me, he's a senior and I am a junior. I don't like him, he's not even that attractive, and I just hate him. His brown wavy hair is not that cool, his eyes are just dull brown and his skin is a little tan, I really don't like him.
He makes a "hurt" expression and says "so you don't want me then?"
"Go away you freaking cucumber" I say with a glare.
His eyes twinkle with amusement. Why are they twinkling?!? Haven't I told him to leave me alone?!
"Are you thinking about my cucumber, Trianus?"
This guy is impossible, I stand up in my toes and whisper in his ear "Everyday darling" I say with a seductive tone and his jaw hangs open for awhile and look at me straight in the face. "Do you want to know , what else I think about everyday?" I bite my lip trying to be sexy, even though I look like a momma goat trying to expell her baby goat to this horrible life.
He looks at me with lust "Yes, I want to know"
"I think.... About....Castrating....You...." I say and stomp on his foot and go look for Scarlett.
"Really mature Triana, at least you are a little attractive!" He yells. I will just ignore him.
"Tri!" Scarlett yells when she sees me
"Whats up carpet?" I tell her. She hates that nickname.
"First, stop calling me carpet; second, your brother's party will be amazing thanks to me! Because I know who will decorate it, the DJ, the theme, who to invite..." Wait I know what she's doing.
"Wait Scarlett who did you invite?" I gave her my look of I will kill you.
"Umm... Yeah.... I wanted to ask you something about that..." She looks caught, I know what she did.
"Scarlett I told you is my brother's party not fücking mine!"
"But Tri, you have to invite them! They are like our family!" She tries to give me the puppy eyes, but she just looks ridiculous and constipated. At least she has pretty blue eyes.
"No Scarett, I don't like them and it's my brother's birthday! Not mine! I can't invite who ever I want." Can she just drop it? I know she loves to flirt with them, like really LOVE to flirt, this is what I really hate about Scarlett she is a flirt. She is really pretty with blonde straight hair, blue eyes and she is really skinny.
"But you are organizing the party! You can invite who ever you want! Or at least ask your parents if you can invite some friends of yours..." She says with a pleading look.
"Ugh, okay I will ask them." I tell her since she is helping me organize this party.
"Yes! I love you Tri." She tells me and hugs me.
I hate people touching me.
"Yay! Stop hugging me please." I tell her.
"Sorry Triana! But hey how are you?" She tells me.
I look at my watch and see there are 2minutes left 'till the bell goes.
"Umm fine, I just encounter Joseph before I came here, but I need to go to class like right now I have math." I tell her.
"Math in the morning, that sucks, I have English." She loves her English class since she can seat with Brad, her crush.
"Bye and Good luck, spray lots of perfume, piece of carpet." I chuckle and went to my Math class.
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