~Black and Gold~

weird feelings

It has been over two months since Feliciano and Luciano had seen each other. They would meet each other every now and then. But lately, Luciano had been avoiding the other.

*~Luciano's POV~*
Oh my fuck. Please just kill me now. If you want to know what is wrong, I'll tell you. So, I suppose I should start from the beginning. It was just a normal day at the world meeting place. I was sitting in my chair drawing the one person who was on my mind.

As I drew quickly, I didn't notice a few people looking over my shoulder, watching me draw Feliciano. All my details were precise and well thought out.

My sketchbook was snatched from my hands. "Ooooh~ who is this Luci~? Is it your boyfriend?" Kuro asked in a teasing manner. Lutz laughed. Allen, Ion, Matt, along with every other country in the world started to tease.

"Luci has a boyfriend!!! Luci has a boyfriend!!" they chanted. Kuro and Lutz looked through the sketchbook, snickering.

"Luci been fantasizing hasn't he~" they said in unison.

That's why I want someone to end me now. I hid my face in my hands, trying to block out the sound of the teasing.

A Hungarian woman came in causing the room fall silent. The only sound was the small hiccups from me. She walked over to Kuro and Lutz and with a soft sigh, she took the sketchbook. Then a loud thud had came from hitting both men with a large frying pan she had borrowed from her first player. The female left, huffing.

I grabbed my sketchbook and walked out of the place silently. I felt hot tears run down my cheeks as I walked to a nearby park. I sat under a shady tree and cried silently into my knees silently.

I may seem like I don't have feelings, but I do. I feel humiliated. I hate myself so much. I don't even know why Feliciano is in my mind all the time. I can't eat, sleep, I can't even focus without seeing him.

I hate him for making me feel this wzy even if I don't know what this feeling was. Is it a fondness? Or liking? Or an interest...?

Is it..... love?

No no. It's nothing. I'm just sick I guess. I wished I could figure out what this feeling is.

I heard soft footsteps of someone.
"Ve~. Luci, are you okay?" a cheerful voice rang.

I looked up to see Feliciano there. A bright blush adorn my cheeks as I looked into beautiful honey orbs. I sat there dumbfounded.

".... No...." I amswered, looking away from him. The boy kneeled down to my level and turned my face to his own. "Feli, w-what are y-you doing?" I asked as my blush grew darker. He leaned in close.

"Don't say anything." he whispered sweetly as he placed a gentle kiss on my lips.

I didn't know what to do. I kissed back just as gently once I finally registered the fact that Feliciano had his lips on mine. It was a new experience. Kissing another person of the same sex I mean.
But I enjoyed it. I didn't hear my allies walk by. I was too focused on the kiss to actually pay attention.

"Told you. Luciano does have a boyfriend." Lutz said.

"Hai, but isn't that Ruciano's first prayer?" Kuro asked curiously.

"Mhm. Luci is in love with a cutie like Feli. OMG!!! Their so adorable!!!." Flavio exclaimed.

I pulled away from the kiss and blush, smiling at my first player. I didn't know he was my first player. Although I was curious as to why we looked alike.

I couldn't help but to admit that Feliciano was cute. I can't deny it anymore. I love him a lot.

"Ti voglio bene." I whispered softly to the auburn haired man.

*~Feliciano's POV~*
Hearing those words made my heart skip a beat. I smiled happily and tackled Luciano, wrapping my arms around his neck. I kissed him as we both fell onto the ground. I heard the click noise of cameras and grunt. That's when I knew Ludwig was there along with Kiku. Eliza was there too, giggling.

I was just so happy, even of I thought Luciano would never say those words. If this really is apart of my dream then will I really die?

If so... then I want tonat least know who did it. Was it Luciano? I don't know, but I'll find out. Hopefully not soon though.....