~Black and Gold~

Fears and weaknesses

*~Feliciano's POV~*
I laid next to Luciano silently as he slept. He didn't sleep often so it was sort of weird seeing him look this peaceful. He's usually staying up for days doing paperwork. He doesn't eat often either. It scares me...

Luciano soon started to shake, whimpering and crying. This part makes me worried the most. I love him dearly, but seeing my lover like this was just saddening. I can't wake him up. It won't do any good. All I can do is sit and stroke his hair. It sucks, yes. But I really am trying hard to comfort him.

Oh Luciano, why won't you tell me what you're nightmares about? I sat up, resting his head on my lap. A quiet hum came from me as I comfortes my lover. He calmed down a bit, but not a lot. He mumbled about someone named Claude and few others.

Who are these people he is talking about? Are they important to him? Will he ever tell me who they are? I sat quietly, hearing someone come into the house. I don't know who it was and hoped I wouldn't know soon.

But luck wasn't on my side. The person or people banged on the door, causing me to jump. I held Luciano in my arms tightly, hoping he'd wake up soon. And just as I expected, two people came in the room. To my relief it was just my brother and Flavio.

"Good morning Feli!" The blond said happily. Lovino glared, but it changed when he noticed that we were shortless. And of course he jumped into conclusions.

"He took my fratellino's innocence. I knew you should've went with someone else. I don't even care of it were with the damn potato bastard. That guy was alwa- OUCH!" Lovino glared at Feliciano, rubbing his head.

"Fratello, we hadn't done anything. Now give me back my shoe." He said as he shook Luciano awake. My love woke up, but looked as if he were going to vomit. Flavio looked extremely worried, Lovino quietly looked at the second player, feeling somewhat worried.

"Feli, take me tobthe bathroom." Luciano mumbled. I nodded and picked the other up. I had figured out that he was rather light a few days after an incident with some stares and golf club along with a few other people.

Once I had set him down, he kneeled in front of the toilet and put up the toilet stool before throwing up. I could tell that he was in immense pain at the moment, but I don't know why. He stopped theowing up and complained about feeling light headed or dizzy. He'd cough most of the time, but didn't really care about the blood on his chest.

I had cleaned his chest more than ince and decided to just make him wear one of my long white shirts. He looked at me quietly. "Feli?"

"Hm?"

"Can you talk to me for awhile?" He asked.

"Sure amore. Of course. What do you want to talk about?" I asked as I moved Luciano's upper body before sitting down, resting him on my lap.

"What are your fears?" Luci whispered. That question was sort of random.

"Losing you would be one. I wouldn't forgive myself if I cheated on you....." I answered.

"Do you have anymore?"

"Not at the moment no..."

"What about weaknesses?" He asked. I stayed silent for a long period of time.

"Do I have to answer that?" I asked.

"No." he answed

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Yo! Luci here. Sorry I haven't been updating often. School is jus ugh. I'll try to update every one to two weeks. So yeah. Over and out ;)