CharDawn Collections (One-Shots)

You. Only you.

Clara

It's a lazy monday morning and I don't want to get up from bed. Natutulog pa ang asawa ko when my phone vibrated.

Good morning. I miss you! Can I call?

Yan tinext niya sa 'kin. Well, it was Red, my old friend. Errr old friend my ass.

He's my ex. And I don't know why I keep on replying and answering his calls. And not just that when my husband is not around, natutulog ako sa bahay niya.

I know it's not right to have an affair with your ex but may magagawa ba 'ko? I love him. We love each other. Pinakasal lang ako sa walang hiya kong mga magulang kay David because they have dept to pay. At ako yung pinagbayad utang nila. Nice diba?

Goodmorning! Later nalang, nandito pa siya. I miss you too.

I replied.

I just looked at my husband na natutulog pa. Syempre minsan naiisip ko na, ang sama ko bang tao? David is a good husband. Kahit wala kaming anak he never let me feel that I'm useless. Well, he has a disorder na hindi siya makakaanak or kahit ano pang try namin di kami pwedeng magkaanak. Baog si David. Pero sobrang bait na kaya nakaka-guilty rin at the same time. I sighed.

I got up from bed and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for David and I. He owns a company. Siya na yung CEO because his dad can't handle it anymore dahil masyado ng matanda si daddy.

I just cooked bacon, omelet and fried rice and I prepare coffee for David. While I'm putting plates I saw David walking down the stairs. I looked at him.

"Goodmorning. Breakfast is ready!" I said and smiled.

"Tamang-tama gutom na 'ko. Goodmorning wife." he said then kissed me.

"I'll be home late mamaya kasi maraming gagawin sa opisina. Atsaka I have a lot of meetings to attend to. Di na rin ako dito magdi-dinner." he explained.

"Okay, sige. Take care of yourself."

"Sure. For you." he then kissed me in lips.

I'm on my way to a fancy restaurant. Red and I will meet there.

Pagkadating ko agad kong nakita si Red. He's wearing his usual dark blue v-neck shirt and a fade jeans.

We need to talk. I need to end things with Red. Mahal ko siya pero may asawa na 'ko. Mahal namin ang isa't-isa pero hindi na pwede kasi may masasaktan na.

"Hi." i greeted him. I sat down sa harapan ng inuupuan niya.

"Baby, I miss you so much." I missed you too, Red. I wanted to tell him those words pero ayoko na. Masasaktan lang din kami nito sa huli. Kami lang din ang magdudusa pag pinatuloy namin 'to.

"Red, I... We need to stop this. Hindi 'to tama Red." it hurts. It hurts a lot. Kaso sobra na 'kong nakokonsensya.

Tinitigan nya 'ko. And a tear fell from his eyes. Ang sakit. Sobra. Ayoko siyang nakikitang nasasaktan.

"You're ending this? Clara, wag naman ganito. Diba I told you na gagawa ako ng paraan para maging akin ka. 'Tas susuko ka?" tinitignan ko lang siya habang nagsasalita. Alam kong masakit sa kanya 'to, sa 'kin din naman pero ito yung tama at dapat gawin. May asawa na 'kong tao.

"Red, just remember how much I love you. Ikaw lang wala ng iba. Hindi man tayo magkapiling pero lagi mong tatandaan na.. Mahal na mahal na mahal kita. Tinatapos ko ang relasyon natin, oo pero hindi yung pagmamahal ko sa 'yo. I have now my husband. Mabait siya. I can't stand the fact na niloloko ko siya. Pero Red hanggang sa hukay at hanggang sa langit ikaw lang ang nilalaman nito." turo ko sa may bandang puso ko. "Ikaw lang Red. For the last time, I love you. You're my first and my last here in my heart." then i walked away.
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"Minsan hindi kayo pinagtagpo para maging kayo. Pinagtagpo kayo para malaman niyo ang tunay na ibig sabihin ng salitang pag-ibig."

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Nakagawa ulit ako ng bagong one shot. Hahahaha. Ang tagal bago nasundan yung last one shot ko. At opo, fail po lahat ng gawa ko. Hahaha. Dulot po yan ng tinding imahinasyon lamang.

Thank you for reading! :)