The suicidal lesbian(lesbian stories)

Gone

As I lay on my bed in misery listening to the sound of my loneliness I think about life in started to cry. My heart pounding and my head racing as I walk to the bathroom knowing I was going to do. Walking step by step as I re read my suicide I had left on my bed.
Note:
Dear family you prolly won't know I'm gone but it won't matter because I'm a screw up and don't belong in this world. I killed my best friend by telling her to kill herself and I can not live with that guilt so u decided that it was best if I died soon not later.
My life has flashed before my eyes before in all good and bad I'm hopping that this is my way of dying I feel like this is how it was planned it feels right that I've lived long enough and that I can always be replaced so please don't dwell on me because you never cared so goodbye and goodnight forever my friends
Love,
Melody

Closing the door to the bathroom pulling my pokey knife from the medicine cabinet. As I open the pocket knife I start cutting my wrist the sink fills with blood and tears as going deeper and deeper into my skin, everything goes black and I know I'm dying. I feel relived that I'm going and my tears are tears of joy I'm waiting to see what's on the other side. But then soon see light coming forward not the light you go to for heaven but the ones in my bathroom.