Dear Diary (Fairy Tail: Jerza) DROPPED

Chapter 5~My answer

"D-Do you want to be my g-gir-rlfriend?" he said and squeezed his eyes closed blushing a deep red "Y-You dont have to take responsibility, it was just a kiss and we did it just to piss Evergreen!" I said and looked at him strictly "B-But I want to!" he said and blushed once agai n "I-I..." I said still blushing and couldnt finish my sentence "S-So is it a yes or a no?" he said and looked on the floor "U-Um... I dont really know... W-Would you give me some time to think about it? I want to talk about it to Lucy if you dont mind..."I said feeling unsure "I dont mind, I will give you some time and we will not go to school or return home together untill you decide." Jellal said and look somehow... disspointed "One more thing, if you decide not to become my you know... g-girlfriend can we remain friends?" he asked me looking a little depressed "Sure Jellal-kun, dont worry it wont affect our friendship" I said and smiled to him as he forced a smile. "Lucy!" I called for her and pointed to the seat next to me.

She sat down and asked me "So... what happened?" like she knew that I would tell her everything "W-Well... I guess I have to start from the beggining..." I said and sighed ready to tell her the story of my life "Just promise me you wont... hate me..." I said and I felt my eyes water but squeezed them closed in order to prevent my tears be seen "What are you talking about?! I am never going to hate you Erza! You are my friend and Im going to be there for you, forever!" she said and emphasised the word 'Forever' which made me really happy "T-Thank you Lucy!" I said, smiled and a tear rolled down my cheek "Oh, come on! Dont cry now Erza, calm down and tell me what happened..." she said and smiled brightly "We dont have much time you know" she added looking at her watch "Yes you are right" I said and wiped some tears off my face...

~My narration Part 1~

I was in middle school, 10 years old and I had a very good friend back then. She one day got into trouble with some bullies and I tried to help her, but that made things worse for me... I had a fight with the leader of the gang and something terrible happened. During the fight I bumped the back of the kids head on the tree and it started bleeding. He lost conciousness and went to the hospital. He came back to school 2 months later due to the shock and injury. I was called a monster and people have spread rumors about it everywhere like 'She tried to kill him' or 'She did it on purpose'... I wanted to die back then untill I graduated from middle school and now I am here, in Fairy Highschool with you and *blushes* Jellal-kun

"Wow gurl...WOW...You...Have a crush on JELLAL?!" Lucy screamed and her eyes widened with hearts in them "D-Dont say that out loud!" I said and sqeezed my eyes closed blushing "But why?" she asked innocently still in her fangirl face "Asukashiiii!" (Its embarrasing) I said and did an expression that looked like this: ~>_<~ "Anyways, will you let me continue now or do you prefer fangirling?" I said "Oh yeah, sorry!" she said and I sighed continueing my narration...

~My narration Part 2~

I was alone for one year and I started this year with an injured knee and two new friends *smiles* I guess Im a really lucky person... Anyways I started liking Jellal-kun a year ago or so and he first talked to me the second day of school. We bumped into each othrr and fell down and as a result my knee started bleeding. He carried me on his back *blushes* to the nurses office and the nurse was sick and at home. He then *blushes furiously* wrapped a bandage around my knee gently and..smiled to me... And it was TOO cute! Also we now walk home and to school together like a *blushes again* a couple... This morning we were walking to school and we realised Evergreen and one of her friends were watching us. Then we acted like a couple to piss Evergreen off and Jellal *blushes for the millionth time* kissed me...

"KYYYAAAAAAAAA!!!" I heard Lucy scream "Dont do this! Asukashi~" I said and squeezed my eyes closed "KYYYYAAAAAA BUT ITS TOO KAWAII!" Lucy said and hearts appeared in her eyes "Will you let me continue or not?" I said and looked at her strictly which made her go back to her normal self "Oh yeah, sorry. GO ON!" she said and smiled hugely waiting impatiently for what happens next and I sweatdropped "You can change your emotions too fast Lucy..." I said...

~My narration Part 3~

After the kiss we aaughed and stuff thinking it only as to piss Evergreen off... But we both felt something, well thats what Jellal told me a minute ago. He told me if I wanted to be h-his...girlfriend *blushes like crazy*.  I told him that I wanted some time to think about it and I also promised him that we would stay friends even if my answer was no. I dont know what to answer, I have my doubts. I love him, but he asked me to be his girlfriend after the kiss which makes me think that he just wants to take responsibility about the kiss and not that he likes me and he wants me as his girlfriend. Also theres the other side, theres a chance he loves me and he wants me as his girlfriend for that reason. If I say yes we will.be a couple and stuff, but what will happen if we break up? Wont we be friends anymore?

I finished my too-long-and-boring narration and waited for Lucy to give me some advice "Okay... I would say yes because even if he doesnt love you, you do and you should take advantage of that offering... if you know what I mean" she said and wiggled her eyebrows at me "E-Eh?! No I wouldnt do anything with Jellal-kun!" I said and squeezed my eyes closed "So, whats your answer?" Jellal-kun said "HAVE YOU BEEN LISTENING?!" I screamed and he nodded "Every single word" he said "Noooo!" I said and covered my face with my hands "Yes or no?" Jellal-kun asked me and raised an eyebrow "Its a n-yes..." I said and felt my face heat up "YAAAAAYYYY" Jellal-kun squealed like a little girl and blushed "I mean *cough cough* Erza, you are now my girlfriend" he said in a formal way and I sweatdropped at his weird reactions "Wanna come to my house for a movie in the evening?" he asked me and I blushed once again "S-Sure Jellal-kun" I said and smiled "Im your boyfriend, dont put -kun after my name" he said and looked at me strictly "Okay..." I said and cried fake tears "NO I DIDNT MEAN IT! DONT CRY ERZA-CHAAANNN!" he said and almost cried for real "Okay *sniff* I wont cry but you will let me call you Jellal-kun"  I said taking advantage of the situation "Okay, okay you call me Jellal-kun but I am going to call you Erza-chan" he said and smiled "Hmph...Okay" I said and pouted.

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Im back with this chapter and I have to apologise for being late. I promise the next chapter will be released in 3 days the latest. Hopefully in 2 days because I have to write the next vhaoter of my other fanfic which is called 'Forbidden Love (Ereri/Riren)'. I wish I could come up with ideas faster :( Anyways I have to go now because its lunch time here (Its 3:30 pm or 15:30) and Im hungry as hell. So see ya my beloved cupcakes...O.o Wait, seriously, why I would call you cupcakes?! Im crying right now XD Have to go, my mom.is screaming...

See ya guyz :)
Kawaii_jerza