I love you.

Tricked or not?

(I work with new kind of writing)

Ruggero: I went fast in our house. I saw that Siena have cry? You
"what's up?" I said

Siena: "What's up?!! You have tricked on me again!" I was so sad. I saw his scared face.. So it was true.. I hoped a little i was fault..

Ruggero: "No Siena! Let me explain this!" I said scared

Siena: "You have nothing to explain! You did it again Ruggero..! Again.."

Ruggero: "No! You are wrong! I haven't tricked on you!" I try to explain her, but like we all know her she didn't let me say

Siena: "What was you doing then in Cande her house?!" I was crying.. I hate it to be so mad on Ruggero

Ruggero: "Since when is everything that I do with Cande tricking?!"

Siena: "Since you have tricked me one time with her AND you have lie about it!"
With only that words.. Ugh.. I saw Ruggero his really mad face

Ruggero: "Here do you have him!! Here!! A stupid ring for you cuz you like rings so much! And i was with Cande cuz her sister makes rings. I have pay 1.500 for this! But here you have him!!!"
I throw the ring to her
Yes.. I THROW
it was hard but i was so mad!
She don't trust me!

Siena: Dammn.. It's so cute.. That he have buy so much for a ring.
I wanna say {Sorry.. You are so sweet.. I'm so so sorry.. I love you..} but.. He TROW that ring to me.
It makes me so sad.. I have never seen him so sad, not even when he knew it from me and Xabi..
But it make me mad too..
I start to cry hard and i scream
" YOU HURT ME! WHY YOU TROW! I'M SORRY!"
But he was away
I burst out in tears..
My heart breaks
"and i knew it.. I was just afraid...
I'm just a fan like they say.."

Ruggero: WHAT? Is she there again with her FAN thing
She is not just a fan
I love her! And that's what make mad! She had to know that!
I run to her and scream
"YOU HAVE TO STOP WITH THAT FAN THING? OKAY?! JUST STOP WITH SAYING THAT! CAUSE YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU! Maybe.. LOVED.. You..
I run away.. I need it..

Siena: I was there.. Alone and crying.. I hear Violetta crying upstairs.. And i let her cry. I don't want it! I want that everything shut up.. I saw a plate with a knife., i run and take him.. I let me fall on the couch.. The couch where have happen so much.. So a beautiful things.. The things are broken now.. Away.. I don't wanna do this! But i don't want this stupid things any more! Ruggero that hates me now.. Mechi that can have better friends with HER age.. And i can't hear the sound from Violetta that cry it make me crazy.. I can't hold me and put the knife in to my hand..
"AAAAH!" It hurts so much.. But pain is just weakness leaving your body..

What will happen next?
I hope you like my new system without "pov"
Hope you like it!
xxx
~Siena