I love you.

We need te be back like before

[Siena pov]
*fiew days later*
I was much better
But one thing is changed
Me and Rugge..
I miss kissing him all day long like we did before
I miss hearing that he love me so much
We are in the couch looking to tv

S: Rugge?
R: Yea?

I didn't get it said..

S: Do you still feel the..
Ee..Same for me..?

I was scared when i asked it
Would he be mad? Or maybe he answer: No i don't love you any more
I can't read of from his face what he is thinking right now
He was looking weerd to me

S: Sorry that i asked that.. I mean.. We are not like before..
I love you so much but it looks like your love for me is totally gone..
I'm.. Sorry..
R: Euh...
What do you mean with "changed"?
S: When was the last time you gave me a passional kiss?
Or that you said with all your feelings that you that you love me..?
R: B-but Siena.. I mean it.. My love isn't gone, i swear
I even love you more then ever
S: But why.. Why don't you show me.. And why you never even touch me a lot..?

With saying it I feel a little tear falling of my cheek

R: Don't cry.. *wishper*

Rugge was close to my face and he was looking sad

R: Pleas don't give me that feeling of guilty again..
S: What do you mean..?
R: I didn't dare any more..
That's the reason..
I'm so guilty for what happened and now i don't dare it any more..
S: What..? *cry*
Pleas don't feel you like that
You have to know that i love you, and the way you touch me like you did before, and kiss me like you did
R: I'm scared to hurt you... *blush*
S: Don't be..
You only hurt me with doing nothing..
R: Really?
S: I wanna try again like before
I know it's still here,
here in our hearts

I said while i touch the place where his heart is very soft
He went closer while his nose touches me
He closes his eyes and breath deep

R: Siena you need to know i love you so much.. Know that.. *wishper*

I don't answer and lay my hand above his hand
He trills a little
His nose is still touching mine
I took his hand soft in mine and stroke it

S: I love you so much

His hand slips away from my hand and goes around me while he push me closer his lips touches mine
With his other hand he stroke my hair.. We stay kissing long
Finally...
This kiss is feeling better then ever
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