The Alpha and the Maid

Chapter 21

Zephania

 

Five days. It's been five days since Sasha went missing. That someone took her from me. My mate. I am going crazy looking for her. I refuse to eat or sleep until I know that my mate is right next to me safe and healthy. 

"Son I think we should call it a night" My father said rubbing his face with both hands looking extremely tired. For a moment I felt guilty that I am keeping him up but then an image of my love pops in my head and I just have to keep looking.

"I think you need to take a break son. You need your strength if you want to find Sasha"

I ignored his comment as I continued to look on the map I had in front of me. 

"Zephani-"

"I can't dad. I have to keep looking." I interrupted. "I have to keep searching."

I couldn't recognize my own voice. The only time I ever talk is if I am ordering around my pack to keep looking for Sasha. So right now it is a bit raspy.

Dad sighed heavily and left the room. My throat felt tight as I felt the familiar ball preventing me from swallowing as my eyes began to sting with held back tears. Everything around me just seemed to fade and I was being consumed by a familiar emptiness since my Sasha has been taken. 

Every time I close my eyes I can see her face, scared and crying for help breaking my heart even more. I can see it now. Though I can't actually see her I can fell her, she needs me and the feeling reciprocates. 

A small sound wakes me from my thoughts forcing me to open my eyes which I didn't even realize I had closed. 

I looked around the room and saw the baby monitor on the desk going off as Alessandro sounded like he was waking up. I forced myself to get out of the chair and head to his room which he shared with Sasha. He won't sleep anywhere else and frankly neither will I. 

Even though I may spend almost every waking hour looking for my mate, I never fail to take care of my son as well. He is a part of Sasha and I will make sure he has everything he needs, even if his mother is never found which I pray to the Lord never happens. I will always be there for him no matter what.

I quietly made my way to the room to find him trying to roll over in his crib smiling his care free smile he always has unless it's feeding time. He is so use to feeding off of Sasha. I couldn't help but smile softly myself. I walked over to the crib and picked him up holding him in the air.

"What are you doing up from your nap little man" I asked teasingly which caused him to laugh while sucking on his fingers. His light brown eyes  ar so full of life and I don't ever want to take that away from him.

I laid him in my arms and he began to snuggle to my chest while still smiling hiding his face from view then looking at me and giggling. It is one of the most adorable things I have ever seen in my life.

"I'm gonna find your mommy Alessandro, if it is the last thing I do and I will always be there for you." I kissed the top of his head and walked over to the bed. A sense of peace washed over me as I laid down with him on my chest. It is our favorite position when we slept. 

Taking off my shoes I got myself comfortable as well as Alessandro snuggling more in to my chest and yawning his little yawn making me do one myself. I stroked his little back and began to sing his lullaby that Sasha always sings to him. His eyes began to close while he sticks his thumb in his mouth. His breathes become even and I find my eyes closing as I welcome sleep to enter my mind. Content with this little guy in my arms. 

A small smile forms on my face as I felt at peace for the time being.

Sasha

The world seems like a darker place now. There is no more color, no more smiles, no more happiness. All I feel is pain and numbness. For five days that is all I felt. I tried being positive but I know I will never be save. Zephania will never find me and I am doomed to live this life. But one thing I do know is that my son is free. Free from his monstrous father and I have never been happier when Lorenzo said her wants nothing to do with him. 

I know he is in good care right now. With my love, my mate, my Zephania.

Zephania, if you can hear me I love you so much. Take care of my little one and make sure he always remembers how much I love him.

Just then I heard the door open and the familiar laughter of all the men coming.

"Ready for another round sweetheart?" One voice said making me shiver.

Not much longer.

Hey People!

I am really sorry for taking so long but I have had a lot on my plate. I just got back home from school and jetlag really sucks so I have been too tired to update and I am also job hunting because I need to raise money to be able to go back to school. So all in all I have a busy schedule. I can't promise anyone that I will update soon like I use to but I will try and I am determined to finish this story.

You have all been such wonderful fans and I feel bad for not making the chapters longer but I didn't want to leave people hanging so I decided to just update a little bit and hopefully if my mom doesn't work me to death I will update more. 

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