The Alpha and the Maid

Chapter 23

Sasha

I can't tell how much time has passed since I have been back in my hell hole. There are no windows anymore, no sunlight, I can't here the birds singing or the sound of children playing in the yard. Everything is void. A black whole sucking me into nothingness as men come in one by one.

They laugh,spit, hit and grope me finding pleasure in watching me suffer and with each one I feel myself fade more and more. 

I can't feel anymore. Like they have given me some kind of drug. I can barely move my arms or legs because they feel so heavy. It's so dark I can't even see them. 

But the worst part is, I can't sleep. Every time I close my eyes the faces of everyone that I love pops in my head. I see Alessandro and Zephania. Mom, Dad, Benjamin, my Uncle, my childhood. They haunt my mind as scenes of my life pass before me or images of what my life would have been like if we weren't attacked. 

Would I have ever met Zephania if this didn't happen?

Only God knows.

Huh, God. Why should I believe in Him? He let this happen to me. 

"This is all YOUR FAULT!" I yelled to the ceiling as tears flowed from my face and sobs escaped my mouth.

"Why?" I cried feeling so defeated. "Why are you doing this to me?"

"Does God make evil people" I heard a male voice say in the darkness startling me. I quickly looked around to see if anyone was there but I saw nothing.

"Does God make his children suffer?" He said again. 

"Who are you?" I asked. 

"You know who I am Sasha." He answered. "And I know you"

"That doesn't answer my question who are you!" I yelled feeling like I wanted to pull my hair out.

The room was silent and all I was hearing was my heavy breathing. I felt a bubble of laughed coming from my chest and escape my mouth.

"I'm crazy" I laughed. "I'm crazy. I'm hearing things."

I noticed a tall figure standing at the edge of the bed.

"And seeing things" I laughed again pulling my hair from my head.

"Sasha" He said again. I quickly closed my eyes and covered my ears shaking my head making me feel dizzy. 

"No, no, no, no, no. I can't hear you. I'm crazy. I'm crazy"

I let out another laugh.

"Look at what they've done to you." He said sadly making me open my eyes as I barely made out a bright figure. "Help is coming my sweet Sasha. Hold on, help is coming. I will always watch over you"

The figure faded from my sight and I let my hands fall down feeling drained again. I didn't even notice I had curled myself up in a tight ball.

Who was that man? I thought over what he said.

Does God make evil people? Does he? 

I don't know. 

No, no he doesn't. He can't.

I'm so confused.

Does he make people suffer on purpose? Nothing is making any sense.

Suddenly flashes of Alessandro pop in my head. My innocent baby. My son whom I love so much. And then it all makes sense. God doesn't create evil people. It is evil itself that molds the good into evil.

Everyone is born pure and innocent. 

But why would He allow us to suffer?

I was so deep in thought that I didn't realize the three men that had just walked in the room. 

"Hello princess"

I jumped from my position looking at the three men in front of me. It was the Alpha, beta and third in command standing in front of me with looks of mock, lust and arrogance. I wanted to bad to just hit them but there is nothing I can do. Then I thought about what the man said.

These men in front of me were once small children. 

They were once tucked in bed at night as their mothers kissed their foreheads. Each of them held an innocence that can never be forgotten, especially in another mothers eyes. If my son were to ever become as corrupt as these men, all I will be able to see is my innocent son when  he begs to be fed, or smiled every time I do something silly.

"I see you" I said to them. They seemed to be shocked at what I said, confusion clouding their eyes.

'Of course you can see us dumb ass" The third in command said.

"I can see you" I repeated.

"Oh you will see us alright" Alpha Lorenzo said as he roughly grabbed me. One by one, they all took of their clothes.

"I forgive you" I whispered and pain filled me again. I can feel myself closing off.

"WE'RE UNDER ATTACK!" someone shouted just as the third command was about to have his turn again. HE quietly grumbled under his breath but got off of me non the less. They all grabbed their clothes and ran out of the room. 

All except Alpha Martini.

 He pulled on a pair of shorts and pulled something out of his pocket. There was a slight gleam to it indicating that he had just pulled out a knife. 

Bangs and growls can be heard outside as well as inside of the house. My mind is reeling in the possibility that in that noise is my mate Zephania. 

"You have been a good little b*tch Sasha dear but now it is time end your pathetic life"

Everything happened so fast that I couldn't register what was happening other than a sharp pain going through my chest then another in my abdomen. They kept coming and coming until I saw and felt nothing. There was no more pain.

Goodbye my love, tell Alessandro that I love him very much and my mother and I will see you all again.

I hoped you all liked this one. I know I kind of ended this chapter at the wrong time but I tried to get as much done. Since I am on summer vacation I hoped that I would find time to write this but I keep finding myself job hunting and doing work at church as well as helping out the family with chores and stuff. But I will keep trying I promise.

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