Anthony's Pov
Dear Mom,
Can YOu please help Joe and Emily right now. They really need you, and they are still haveing diffucult times and need help. Help Emily to remember and help dad to let go. Dont mind me all I need is them and i know your here already I knew that since the relaps. Cancer's not so bad it's the felling of losing what you care most about, but I know i will never lose you, or dad, or Emily. Ever and thats a promise. I gave Emily my box the other night she look at it every night and keeps the picture of the family under her pillow.
Daddy Tucked us in tonight, like you used to. I dont think he goes to sleep. he turns out the light and goes to his room and stares out the window. I know this cause emily told me one night when she had a bad dream she went to daddy and he wasn't asleep yet. I was awake at the time as well so when he came back into the room i pretended i was. He sang her Sorry from A Little Bit Longer that was almost a decade ago mom and he knew every word.
Even though he didn't mind it, we were keeping him form the one thing he loved most, Music. Mom we have to find a way to get him back into what he loves mom. He fiddles with his guitar knowing he has an idea and he just puts it back down. Me and Emily Both agreed we want him back in the businness because thats where he was happiest.
We just dont know how.
Love, Your son Anthony Alexander Jonas
