* Hey everyone i appauligize for not writing in a while things are getting kinda crazy in my life right now
rest asured though this story will comtinue :)
Chapter 8
Nicks Pov
I've been really super busy now that Joe's been going through this...middle age crisis. The kids have been staying with me on weekends and with Demi on weekdays. I think it's been hurting Anthony the most because he's at that age where he understands why these things happen, he just doesn't know what to make of them.
Anthony has been telling me all of these things and im really honored he would trust me enough to tell me his fellings. I wish there was something i could do to help besides just to listen though. I took Him to the doctor yesterday he had a 102 fever. Which for cancer patients is not good at all, so we've been haveing little sleepovers at the hospital while they do numerous tests.
Emily has no recolection of whats happening at all. She comes to me sometimes and asks,"Why is Daddy always sad?" and i dont know what to tell her because there is no way she could understand right now. All she does when i tuck her in at night is ask about her mommy, who she never really remembered or knew. It makes me really sad for her.
Me on the other hand have been just trying to take things day by day while Joe ignors his responsibilities of fatherhood i have no idea how to be a father. I'm not even married yet and dont really plan to anytime soon. Not with everything going on like it is.
