Silent Roars (Phan)

Hell School High

     Ahh, the depressing feeling of going back to school. It is pretty exciting to get a new teacher and a new year but then you remember, the assholes. The ones who make every school year a sad and angry storm of depression. 

   Hello my is Daniel James Howell but everyone who actually likes me, which is pretty much no one, calls me Dan. I live in Manchester, England. My boyfriend is Philip Micheal Lester. He's a dang cutie. Everyone at school doesn't know we are together, for now at least. Practically everyone at my school is a religious nut or just a plain homophobe. So you could imagine how people would react to Phil and I being together. It will either be brutal words yelled at us or a painful beatings this year. So I should pray for the best, sense school will be starting tomorrow.

                                                                          *THE FOLLOWING MORNING*

Phil POV

    I heard a knock from my door, I suspected it was my mum waking me up. But I heard a voice that sounds familiar, it wasn't my mum or my dad. The door swung open as I bolted myself up. There stood Dan with his long brown fringe and sparkling brown eyes in the doorway. "The bus is coming in 5 minutes!" Dan shouted. Startled and just woken from my deep slumber I bolted up then fell. Of course my foot was asleep. "What time is it?" I asked Dan sleepy. "7:20" Dan answered yelling. Dan helped me up as I looked him in the eyes. I then woke from my brain fart and ran to my closet. I had all sorts of clothes, from red to purple. I grabbed a red plaid flannel and some black jeans. "It's the first day, you really don't want to be late you know" Dan said as he helped me button up my flannel. His eyes were so dreamy. I had an urge to kiss him, I needed to kiss him. After all he woke me up on the first day from being late. I kissed him softly on the lips then finished dressing. "Ah, I wish I could kiss you longer but both of us are already probably gonna be late" Dan said as the bus passed my house. "Shit!" Dan yelled racing out my bedroom door. "Wait for me!" I shouted.

  I quickly grabbed my backpack and pulled up my pants running down the stairs and out the door. I could see Dan waiting impatiently at the end of my driveway. "I'm coming" I yelled slinging my backpack over my right shoulder. Dan started to run towards the bus stop. I quickly followed behind him, shortly to catch up to his left side. "Sorry.." I smiled awkwardly looking down while running beside him. "Don't sweat it" he smiled reaching out for my hand. I grabbed his hand simultaneously, his hand was so warm. Dan pulled me to run faster. I sighed with relief. "We almost missed it" I chuckled slightly looking at Dan who was in front of me. There goes his dreamy brown eyes looking at my bright blue eyes. It's like nothing else mattered when we looked at each other. He pulled his eyes away from mine as he turned around to face the bus driver. "Get in!" the bus driver yelled. I released my hand from Dan's, I suddenly went pale. "Come on.." Dan whispered loud enough for me to hear. I followed behind him. Oh no the driver saw us holding hands. Great a whole year ruined on the first day. No it's okay Phil, the driver looks old enough to forget. 

Dan POV 

I hope no one saw us holding hands. If they did I have a hard feeling no one will let us sit beside them. Everyone stared at us. Oh no, I felt sick. Everyone saw us didn't they. I looked back at Phil quickly. He was so pale, like snow. I turned back we were already so close to the back. All the seats either had 1 or 2 people in it. Each seat could hold 3, so Phil and I could fit in one with someone else. I glanced around and so did Phil. Oh god, do I have to ask someone if we could sit with them? I already felt sick because everyone saw us holding hands but now I have to interact with other humans. I have to, I know Phil is shy. I saw a girl who looked nice and kinda careless, so I asked her. "Hey um, do mind if we could s-sit with you?" I asked as my face turned pale. "Don't get so sick, sit down" she said. The girl picked up her bag and placed it on her lap.

     I sat down by her awkwardly, as Phil sat down close to me. It is quite tight because Phil and I are gigantic, tall as a tree. I tried squish my self together sit more towards Phil. "I don't have germs you know?" she said annoyed. I gulped and open my mouth slightly stuttering. "I-I know that". The bus started up. "I'm Phil that's Dan" Phil said trying to save me from a cringe worthy conversation. "Well, hi I'm Kasidy" she said unamused. Phil is not nearly as awkward as me, he might be shy but he can be quite alright with conversations. I dazed off at the trees and buildings as we drove. In deep daze I felt a jolt sling my face to the seat in front of me. I quickly pushed my self back up. The bus had stopped. I heard the doors open. Everyone starting to get up, so I got myself. I followed behind Phil as he walked, making sure I was behind him. There I went again feeling sick. I had butterflies in my stomach, but not the good ones. As I was following behind Phil stepping off the last step of the bus, I felt a hard push. I tripped but didn't fall, to my rescue Phil quickly grabbed my hand before I could."Fags!" someone yelled at Phil and I. "Are you okay?" Phil asked exasperated. I held my shoulder, "I'm fine" I smiled. I processed what a guy had yelled. I brushed it off because after all, this is what we are going to get all year.  

I'm gonna leave it off there for now, I hope you enjoyed this first part, I'm sorry if I offended anyone with the language! >.< Sorry if I had any spelling or typing errors! I type like fire