I wake up. I'm hospital for the third time this week, the bandages on my arms and legs are getting bigger, I'm starting to look like an ancient Egyptian mummy or something. That's when she walks in, the beginning of my 3 months of pure torture. "Alexis you have to stop doing this now" just hearing her annoying voice makes me want to throw up. I groan and roll onto my side, my eyes water in pure agony as I lean on the bandages on my right leg. I don't care. As long as I don't have to see her ugly face. "Turn around you're going to hurt yourself!" I shrug. What would she care she's too busy working or meeting new guys to replace my dad. "I have decided you need a therapist"
BAM!
There it is the moment I was waiting for she doesn't have the time to help me herself so she just ships me off to someone else like she has my entire life.
"I know you won't like it but she's going to come and talk to you in about 5 minutes so please behave for her"
After she leaves I roll and lie on my back again URGH!! I want to punch something... No. I want to punch her. She thinks that she can march in here and tell me what to do? Nuh-uh she is not the boss of me anymore she lost that when she went all psycho annoying bitch and ignored us for 3 years after dumping me and my sister on my nan. I tug the pillow from under my head, cover my face with it and scream as loud I can.
"Great way to get out frustration that is! Better than what you have been using anyway" a timid yet strong voice came from the corner.
"Firstly what do you know about how or why I've been using self harm? Oh, wait, you don't. And secondly who gave you the right just to come in here like that? Haven't you heard of knocking?"
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A Story Of A Not So Average Girl
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