Struggle

|| Lily Collins ||

My name is Lily Grace Collins . No , I'm not the actress . I am fifteen years old , sophomore in high school .

I have a junior brother name River , a semior brother name Connor and a fourth grader sister named Cara .

I have a past that stretches from primary school to just last night .

It is an on going past that I never tell anyone of .

My story goes ;

*Flashback*

First Grade

I stepped into primary school for the first time . I have a good feeling about this . I thought too soon .

Around the end of the year , I got a boyfriend .

And few weeks later broke up with .

The first year was good . I got to know people and I explored the school .

Second Grade

A new kid arrived . Sadly , a boy . Little did I know that boy was bad news .

Life took a twist in second grade for me .

I was friends with a mean girl . Long story short , she ditched me after few months . I went full on mad and became just like her . Mean , very mean .

My life changed ever since .

Third Grade

On my birthday , my dad said he would start treating me differently . As I am nine years old .

I started becoming meaner but stayed away from her as possible . I met a senior and hung around their clique for a while . I also started to change at home...

Fourth Grade

Crush on a guy , arguments , Primary School War , transfers , bestfriends , ex-boyfriends , it was a typical school year .

Nothing interesting . Except that the mean girl transfered . : D

Fifth Grade

Apologizing , Studying , Stress , Bitchy Guy , Very Typical .

Note that sarcasm .

Fifth grade , I realized that the new guy from second grade was in my class and goddamn it he ruined my life !

But then the rest of it was nothing special . It all started at fifth grade .

Now being in Lake Garden High isn't so bad . I've learned to live with the mean comments and negative statements .

To sum it up my life is just a
big heated mess .