Struggle

|| Lucas Cooper ||

Sup ! I'm Lucas . Preferbly called Luke . I'm sixteen and a sophomore in Lake Garden High .

I have an older junior brother . Ethan . I have a childhood bestfriend , Jake Reed .

I have a sweet life . Broke up with a bunch of girls but never heart broken . Just typical middle school crushes .

Dad works 24/7 and mom is . . . who knows where she is ? Dad is the rensponsible one and mom acts likes she's still a teenager . Always hanging out and stuff .

Usually , it's just Jake and I . Ethan is always out with his friends or doing who knows what with his girlfriend whom I think is evil because she threatened me and Jake to stay out of their way when he first brought her home two years ago .

She still glares at me spontaneously .

So high school , I hoping to find a girl who I will spend the rest of my life with . Ethan said he was a player until he met his girlfriend . So I'm just gonna go round date girls for a week or two and see how it goes . Without the sex part of course . I ain't becoming no man whore . Pssht .

I'm just hoping .

I was also warned of sluts on my first day . I can't even . . . stupid desperate bitches . I saw one . Like , Ariana's , Ethan's girlfriend , minion . Just one . I bet she has a whole army of them . She was like disgusting as fuck !

Jake always says that Madison , my other bestie is a slut but she is so not . She's . . . decent .

Anyways , i seriously hope i find my trye love 'cause being desperate in college just sucks because eventually everyone's gonna have a girlfriend and you're gonna be the loner you are .

I really hope I find her . I want to -- no -- I need to be happy . My past is ... just miserable .

Although the person responsible is already forgiven , it's still tragic .

Hopefully , high school will heal that .

I will live my perfect life and be happy .