The morning of my appointment came , and I kept filling butterflies in my stomach . I woke up to the smell of my favorite ' French toast , eggs , and bacon , with a cup of hot chocolate milk. While , I was eating the feeling of butterflies came again. And my mom Said" Are you ready ? Hurry up before be we be late." I replied " ok". and we left out the door. We Arrived in 30 minutes . When we walked in I saw pregnant women and there spouse , and they look as if they was in there early 40s . My mom signed me in , and in 15 minutes the nurse called my name Elizabeth Gonzalez . I walked in the back in the Doctor said ," Hi my name is Dr. Micheal Kelly , and I will be your permanent doctor". I shook his hand and replied ," OK. "
"Lay down on the bed so I can do your ultrasound ." I did as he told me , and raised up my shirt , and he put cold liquid jell to my abdominal. I started to feel butterflies again. He moved it around a couple of times and then all of sudden I heard a fast beating heart . " Your baby is well healthy." the doctor said . Then at that moment I started feeling butterflies again , and in a instant I felled in love with my baby. But I couldn't help to think about , how my baby will look , will my baby look like him , will/he or she be just like him , and most of all will I hate my baby . As thoughts ran my mind I wiped my belly and got my next appointment , then went to find my mom. She was sitting in a chair looking as if she was crying . When she saw me she stood up and said , "Well , is the baby healthy ." I replied," yes the baby is healthy ,and my next appointment is in 2 months . We slithered out , and when we was on our way home we stopped at franks to get lunch ..
We sat in there , and talked about the baby and if I was gone keep it , or give it up for adoption . I thought about giving the baby up , because I was only 17 , still in school , and a baby would just distract me . I just didn't know what I wanted to do . but I still have 5 months to think about my option. I don't want Justin no where near me or the baby . He's an horrible person , and he deserves to be in jail.
