My Angel; Zimmery *Completed*

Chapter 4 Rather Sleep

I'm writing this practically based on my feelings. :/ So um, yeah. Here is the story!! Forget about that....

I am not depressed, just terribly sad. :(

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Chapter 4 Rather Sleep

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I'd rather sleep, then wake up, because I would have to face my family. They act fake around other people, but in reality I have A Broken Home. It is all broken, we all are broken.

Especailly me. I am the worst out of all of them.

Depression is running through me. Why couldn't I have died in peace?

'Because I couldn't let you', I was afriad to open my eyes, but that voice was beautiful. So angelic.

The question is, how did I survive that? I never should have.

Why?

I felt that familiar touch, and that person gently squeezed onto my hand.

'Killey please don't fake sleep forever', I felt cool contentmenting lips graze against my forehead making me shrudder.

But my depression turned to sadness, then rage.

I felt his grip on me tighten, and I tried to pick up my arm only to fail. He sighed making my heart go faster, it soothed me in so many ways.

If it could, it would have killed me.

But of course it didn't.

His lips went down from my forehead to my jaw-line. I shivered underneath his touch, I felt him smile.

Why is he smiling?

Then it dawned on me, he is loving my reaction. Isn't he?

I bet he is.

Why would he love my reaction?

'Because I can silly Killey', his voice still made me feel awed.

I imagined myself glarring at him, whoever he is. 'You wouldn't know that it is me, but will you remember by my sweet gentle touch', I felt his fingers slowly glide across my neck and they went behind my head.

Who used to be so sweet to me? My eyes instantly flew open, and it was a bad-timing to wake up. "Oh my sweetie", my mom came and she ran to me, she gave me a fake hug, squeezing me almost to death. The doctor gave her a warning look, she let me go.

My mom loosened her grip on me "How long till she gets to go home?", that made me and the doctor stare at her like she was crazy. oh wait, she is.

The whole family is here. That is just great. Now I am stuck in this choas again.

'No you aren't alone', I smiled wrly. How can he be so sure?

'I'll show you. I will show you and I promise you, that you will never be alone'.

Never again. Why didn't he say that?

I fell back onto the hospital bed, when my mother let me go.

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That is all I got for this chapter!! I am gonna try to finish this story tonight/tomorrow!!

I know that I can!! XD

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