Not So Sweet Dreams

Chapter 3 Flash back

Not so sweet dreams

leslie writing

Trevors dreams will be wrote in letters like this

Falling asleep i am was tough i dont want to hurt my new family. i wish this would go away.my dreams seem to have a effect on the real world. I know this is not normal and something i am not aloud to talk about.. but sometimes i wonder if there is anyone else out there like me. Can anyone else alter the world like me? 

***flash back****

"mum im scared" i look up to my mum she pulls be up into her lap "Trevor, theres nothing to be scared about, you will grow out of this fase my dear" i look up at my mum hugging her tightly "But mum what happens if it doesn't go away" She kisses my fourhead. "What about some Tea?" i climb off my mums lap and clutched her hand. My mum always hand the most deliacate hands in the world. Sitting at the table mum brings me a cup of tea. "Do you want to talk about what you've been dreaming lately?" i look up at my mum with frightened eyes "i've been dreaming bad stuff mummy." mum touches my hand "trevor its okay you can tell me... i wont hurt you." i look at mum knowing she is being honest. Mum doesnt even hurt a fly. "I keep dreaming that you and  dad arent coming back mum look at me "Trevor we will never abondon you" i look at mum knowing one day it will happen its the life cycle for only six i am prepared for my mym and dad to move on into the next life, no doubt it will hender my life and i will greave greatly but its what happens. "Trevor its 9:30 you have school tomorrow.. you need to go to sleep" i look up at mum "Mummy please dont make me, what if i dream bad things?" mum comes over to me and gets on my level "You can contorl your dreams Trevor this is your Destiny" i hug my mum and walk to the toliet to freshen up before bed. when i climb into bed my mum tucks me in without a word and kisses me on the fourhead. i look at my mum as she closes my door. not knowing this is the last time i will ever see my mom again. i drift into a peaceful sleep at 1st then

daddy walks next to my bed "wake up Trevor you need to get fuel" i look at dad "no dad no please dont make me. Daddy looks down at me and then disapers. I walk to the gas station to get fuel. when i get back i see my daddy waiting by the front door. Trevor bring that in here. i bring my dad the fuel we walk into my mum room pour it on the bed Trevor. "no daddy, no its bad" dad looks at me and i notice his eyes are sober. "Daddy please dont make me do this" he looks at me and i begin to pour the fuel on the bed. "Go to bed Trevor" i walk back to my room and get in bed. i lay in my bed fighting the sleep. An hour later i hear the fire alarms in my house go off. i run to my mums room and see my dad holding mum and him in the burning bad. i run to the kitchen to get water. my mum cant die i need her!" i cry hard and touch my mum in the burning fire but for some reason it doesnt burn me "mum wake up!!! mum please wake up!!!!" my mom doesnt respond and a neighbor runs into the house picking me up brining me outside of my burning home. i keep screaming for my mum but there is no responce.

waking up from this dream i run into my moms room realiing what i just did her room is on fire i go to touch my mom to wake her up but the fire burns me i scream "mum please wake up mum please. im sorry i told you not to let me sleep. mum please i am sorry" i cry "mum please" i walk over to my dad who is burning "Dad why'd you make me, daddy!!!" i start to feel lights headed knowing the smoke is getting into my lung i lay down and let the fire hit me. then a neighbor runs in "TREVOR!! come on Your parents arent coming back Trevor do you want to burn too" i hold on to the neighbors neck and cry "but my mum, my mum i need her" the neighbor hold me "it will be okay Trevor i promise" i look at the man and go mute. Once the police get here they can find no reason why the fire started... Sadly i know its because i dreamed it even thou no gas was poured on the bed  it still caught fire its all my fault i killed my parents. When the officer walks up to me i coward back what if he knows i did it i will go to jail forever. i look at the officer and he rubs my head "So champ why dont we go to this nice home where you will play with other boys untill a new mum and dad come for you" i look at the officer and nod he grabs me by the head but i pull away i dont need any pity.

*****end flash back**** 

My sleep tonight is dreamless which is rare maybe all i needed was to move. Waking up i look around the room unsure of where to go, in the group home we could only leave once everyone was help and told to leave the rooms. i look around wondering if mum and dad would be mad at me if i played with my new train. i slowly creep out of my bed and begin playing with the train. This is the best suprise for the past year i havent had any toys to myself or room it is truly a blessing. Loosing connection with the real world i play with my train. i pretend like im going all over amercia! to the capital the beaches and the mountains. i play with my chains until i feel a glare at on my back. I peck over my shoulder slightly then see my new mum and dad staring at me looking pleased. I quickly look at my trains and stand up quickly "im sorry i wasnt sure what to do atfer bed please dont be mad" dad and mum look at me and dad walks over ruffling my hair "Squirt your fine, if you want to play by all means play. Usually you can just walk to me and mommys room or we are already updown stairs waiting to get you breakfast" i smile up at him in the home we had the same schedual everyday. i quickly thank him and he pats my shoulder "no problem Squirt" i smile i have a nickname form my new dad he must really like me. Mum glances my way "Would you like some breakfast Trevor?" i nod quickly as my stomach grumbles mum and dad both chuckle "Well i assume that is a yes according to Trevors belly" mum states. i hold my stomach slightly embarrassed, in the home we didnt get much food so i was used to not being feed a lot but i had hope that here i would be able to eat until full, for some reason dad gave me that sense of comfort