Desirable

Cheated

LIZELLE'S POV

It has been a week now, since I last saw Zach. I didn't lock myself up neither did I wallowed everyday nor did I try to suicide, frankly speaking I was beyond the point where I could feel any emotion. I felt numb, I felt dead. I felt the pain but no tears came out now. I was squirming each day inside my facade and the layers got more complex.

Today was a charity fund raiser arranged by Salazar health community centre, all the famous celebrities and well known surgeons and doctors will be present. It was must for me to go and in a way I was looking forward to it.

I selected one of Vivienne Westwood's designs, it was royal blue floor length dress which was backless till my waist and blue sequin covered the upper front of the dress, a slit through the left side till the thigh. It fitted me snugly, hugging each curve perfectly. Revealing enough skin for people to see and gawk at me, to turn their heads as I walked. I needed that kinda attention, I wanted to feel important, I wanted to feel desired, to be wanted. I just wanted to increase my self worth, this is just a week and I have all the coming weeks and months and years and they all are gonna be the same. Each passing day his memories will get lighter and finally fade away. I will learn to live with my pain, I will learn to stand again, just like I did the last time when my boyfriend cheated on me, or like the last to last time when my step brother raped me or last to last to last time when my mom died. I will stand again jagged, I applied some eye make up and applied a lip stick and pulled my hair at one side leaving them straight. I abandoned my glasses for lens and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked lost and wavered, I straightened my face and plastered a smirk on my face. I was satisfied with my look, I looked desirable.

The event as said was full of glamour and glitter. Everyone were dressed in top branded gowns and suits and flaunted expensive and rare jewellery. Blake walked to me and kissed my wrist,
"You look extremely stunning" he said in a husky voice.

Blake Taylor worked with me at Salazar. He was a neuro surgeon, extremely intelligent and a gifted surgeon. He had the hands of god, delicate and artistic. He was tall, with thick brown hair and striking blue eyes which were now filled with desire. His shoulders broad and muscular arms with a lean physique. He had been asking me out since the time I had joined but I had been denying him but today he made me feel wanted, the exact feeling I needed. We walked around and socialised with other doctors, debated over issues. Every now and then, I and Blake received curious glances when they saw the arm he wrapped around my shoulder, normally I would slap it off but today I liked feeling guarded. I never used people for my benefit but I was always used, I don't think it's a crime to use him to feel better right?

The event was a drag both mentally and physically. There was Zachary Stark present with his to-be wife Amanda Theodopolis. He gave a speech about how Salazar was saving life's and how good were the doctors and how it was so accessible, why wouldn't he say that, he had been there so many times, accessible could be a metaphor for me. He then donated a big fat amount to the hospital which gained everyone's applause, hadn't he already wasted enough money in bribing the nurses. I lingered in the back as all this happened, away from his eyes but his eyes were distracted. I watched him from afar, he looked ever so handsome in that Grey well tailored Armani suit and Amanda, everything about her made me envy her. She was beautiful with blond hair neatly styled and a she wore a red vintage channel dress which revealed her well toned body. They looked good together and I felt like knife was ripping my skin apart.

Blake handed me another glass of cosmopolitan,
"Hey be easy with that" he said as he sipped his beer. We were at the ends of the vast ground, it was almost deserted back here.

"Don't worry. I'm not gonna get drunk and all horny on you" I said as I sipped through my drink, it burned my throat and ears turned hot. It had already slowed my reflexes and incresed my impulses.

"Oh I'm so offended" he laughed

"Offended that I won't exploit you?" I raised my eyebrows at him

"Nah! Offended that you don't find me appealing" he smirked.

Maybe smirking guys are my thing.

"I do find you attractive" I complimented him which made him turn and he looked straight in my eyes. I hated eye contacts, they were like a mini candor test.

He pulled me by my waist and brushed my hair aside. His gaze getting intense as he leaned down to reach my lips. His lips touched mine, they were soft and hungry, our lips moved in perfect sync, in their own pace. The kiss was tender and soft not the hungry lustfull kisses I shared with Zach, with him there was no satisfaction, you just could only crave for more. Blake kissed me gently, careful not to seem hungry. He didn't take it like the way Zach did, he didn't fight for dominance like Zach, he didn't taste like Zach, he didn't feel Zach, Fucking devil he was not Zach! Before realisation dawned on me, I was pulled back by someone. There stood an angry Zach,
"What's your problem punk?" Blake asked with raised temper.

"Keep your hands off her" Zach gritted his teeth.

"Oh why? What does she mean to you?" Blake questioned and Zach was silent he had no answer. The silence was disturbing.

"She's mine" Zach glared at Blake, he turned to me and grabbed my hand, "Let's go"

"I'm not going anywhere with you" I said nonchalantly.

"Leave her before you can still walk" Blake threatened Zach.

"Stay outta this!" Zach growled.

"It's fine Blake! You wanna know who am I? I'm Zachary Stark's pre wedding fling" I said.

It might have triggered Zach's patience, "You're coming with me" he snarled, his eyes were threatening and I was scared. I have never seen lose his calm ever but I don't think it's something I wanna see. I followed Zach without any further argument or issue. He led me to a car and I slid in the passenger seat and off he drove.

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