When I try to imagine you
It always seems so wrong
I wanna meet you
Wanna know you
But you block me out
every chance you get
You used to protect me from myself
but you just agree now
And that hurts
I think I may be falling
Falling so hard
But it can never be
I miss our little chats
And I never hear from you
I have trouble sleeping now
Because of how
you damage me
I have to lie to my parents
about my cuts
that spring up on my arms
I have to try to ignore the bullies
telling myself you'll be there
but you aren't
Why is that?
I am there for you
but can you say the same for me?
Can I count on you
one last chance
before I do something
I may regret
Will you be there?
I don't think so
I try not to speak first
'cause I'm sure it annoys you
But you don't talk first
Never say the last words
I wish you could send me a sign
In neon writing
To leave you alone
If thats what you want
Just tell me
It's to late
I regret saying Good-Bye
it hasn't even been 5 minutes
and I miss you
How hard all this is
How different it would be
If you were there
even for a second
for me
