Wonderful Pain

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Would you believe me if I told you I cut my skin?

Then threw the razor in a bin?

You probably would

Everyone thinks I'm just a selfish little emo kid

Who just wants attention

Well You're wrong

Do I have to put it in a song

for you to realize

Whats hidden behind my eyes

I cut to feel better

To lose the emotional debt

I build up in my brain

It makes me want to go insane

With every taunt

every whisper

I add a new cut

It's not really what I want

But the cuts take away certain pain

even though there's really nothing to gain

but a scar here and there

That I'd rather keep to prove the truth

Yet I hide them with a sweater

Sometimes just a long sleeved shirt

Hide them from the cause

of all of my misery

The bullies with their weapons

words and fists

to hit me with

Don't try to salvage

what's left of my soul

just live your life

keep going to school

Someday your dreams will come true

and I will be happy for you

while I wallow in guilt

I could've been there too

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