Hold Me In You Arms Forever ~ A gay one direction fanfic ~ SEQUEL

Chapter 2

Jackson's POV

This day went by faster then I hoped it would. I don't know what I'm going to do at night. I usually sleep with Zayn, but that wont work out anymore.

I'm sitting on the couch watching T.V with the rest of the boys, but part of me wonders where Zayn is. My body longs for him along with my heart, but my brain is tugging at the other end of the rope. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do with my life anymore. I have Isaac, and I think I might be developing feelings for Niall...

I shake the thought from my head and look over at Liam. "Can we watch something more interesting," I pretend to laugh, but all I really want is a distraction.

"Sure mate." Liam grabs the remote and changes it to the news channel, that wouldn't have been my first choice, but it's fine I guess. A lady pops up on the screen and then a picture of One Direction pops up beside her.

"Where is Zayn from One Direction? That is the one question the whole world has been asking. No one has seen the young singing sensation in a week. Does it have something to do with the mysterious guy he has been seen hanging around with?" A picture of me pops up on the screen. Tears well up in my eyes. I can't stand this anymore.

"Jack, don't listen." Niall grabs my arm and Liam rushes to change the channel. I tear myself from Niall's grip on my arm and run the the bathroom. It's all my fault...

I lock myself in and sink to the floor, my vision blurry with tears. I need to make this right. All of a sudden there is banging on the door. "Jack, come out of there, or at least let me in." I hear a familiar Irish accent.

"Go away Niall, I don't feel like talking." I bury my head in my arms.

"Please just let me in, I want to help you."

"I appreciate the offer, but no one can help me."

"If you come out of there, I swear i'll let you go back to your moping."

Hell, what have I got to lose? I stand up and open the door to see Niall standing there as expected. He grabs my hand and I flinch for some reason, then I relax. "Come with me." I takes me to his room and closes the door, and then we both sit down on his bed.

"I know you are going through a hard time right now and..." The rest of it is a fuzzy sounding jumble of words to me. His eyes are like a pool of crystal clear water, and I feel like I'm literally getting lost in them. Then he starts crying, and i'm somewhat sucked out of my trance. "Jack, I-I think i'm gay..." He starts crying even harder.

I want to kiss him, I want to kiss him so bad. So what is stopping me? The fear of rejection. I have nothing to lose anyway, so to hell with it. I lean in and attach my lips to his, for a moment, Niall seems paralyzed, but he snaps out of it and starts kissing me back. I feel the adrenaline rush and push him back so that I am on top of him.

And for the first time in a week, I feel happy.

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Hello, beautiful people!

I hoped you liked this chapter, i know it was short, but i kinda have writers block, so some ideas would be nice!

What do you think about Jack and Niall? I kinda like them together.

well, i'll post again when we get to 25 views, so share!

Stay Fierce! ~ Liongirl01