Hold Me In You Arms Forever ~ A gay one direction fanfic ~ SEQUEL

Chapter 5

*BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP* My alarm screams in my ear, starting my day terribly as usual. I groan, dragging my hands across my face as I long for just a few more minutes of sleep. I roll over to feel for Zayn, but he isn't there. A burst of panic flushes through my body and I sit up abruptly. Why am I panicking? He could have just woken up before me.

My heart racing, I look around for him, but he is nowhere to be seen. I hear a knock at the bedroom door. "Zayn?" I whimper, silently hoping its him. 

"No," I hear a familiar voice on the other side of the door and the handle starts to turn. A head of blonde hair reveals itself, followed by the body. 

"Niall? What are you doing here?" I ask.

"I-I have to tell you something." Niall stutters in his cute little Irish accent.

"Okay, I'm all ears."

"Jack, I'm gay." Says Niall. I see that tears are held back in his eyes. I start to get sympathetic for him, but then I remember. He already told me.

"You already told me that, remember?" I squint my eyes in concern. Niall looks startled.

"But you already knew that, before I told you." 

"What are you talking ab-" Niall cuts me off.

"And you know something else too," Niall looks at me with his deep blue eyes and I already know what he is going to say.

"You already know that I love you, and I know that you love me too." At those words, a lump catches in my throat. I want to deny it, but I cant speak. And I know that even if I could deny it, I would be lying to myself.

Niall reaches over and softly strokes my cheek. "You do love me don't you." Niall says in a soothing tone. I still can't speak, so I nod slowly.

Niall is getting closer, and closer, and closer, until his lips connect with mine and I'm drowning in the moment. I kiss back, locking my lips with his. My hand reaches up to entangle itself into his soft blonde hair while his hands rest at my hips.

I push him backwards onto the bed so that I am on top and straddle his waist, kissing him all the while. Niall smirks into the kiss. 

It is getting really heated now. I am feeling up and down his body and Niall's hands are in my hair. I finally get annoyed with all this clothing and start to take my shirt off, but it gets caught on something. 

I see the promise necklace that Zayn gave me yesterday, and hear the bedroom door open. I look over and see Zayn, with tears in his eyes. My face flushes red and guilt washes over me like a wave. I climb off of Niall. 

"Jack, why would you do this to me again?" Zayn sobs. "I thought you loved me."

"Zayn... I do love you." 

"Then why are you with him?" He gestures toward Niall, who is still sitting on the bed.

"I don't know..." I'm getting so overwhelmed it is hard to speak. "I-I love both of you."

Then everything goes black.

*BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP*

I open my eyes and jolt awake violently, automatically feeling guilt wash over me again. I feel a warmth on my back.

"Well good morning sleeping beauty." I hear Zayn's soothing voice.

"Zayn?"

"Well yeah, who else would it be." He chuckles. 

'Niall '  I think, but then wash the thought from my mind.

"I don't know," I pretend to laugh. On the inside, it feels like my guts have turned to mush. Do I really love Niall?

"Well I'm just glad you are finally awake." Zayn says in his sexy morning voice. He wraps his arms around my torso and pulls me closer so that we are spooning. I relax into his warm body. It was just a dream. It doesn't mean anything, right?

I hear Zayn sigh. "Whats wrong?" I look over my shoulder at him. 

"Nothing, its just that I have an interview to go to this morning with the guys."

"They will ask you questions about us. What are you going to say?" 

"I'll tell them everything. I'm proud to be with you, I shouldn't hide that." I feel Zayn smile and I do the same. "But you will probably have a paparazzi now." He suddenly frowns.

"It's okay," I giggle. "I think I can handle it." Zayn sits up.

"Well if anything happens to you its them who are going to have to pay for it." He punches his fist into his hand and smiles. I laugh.

Zayn and I get out of bed and put clothes on. I wears tan cargo shorts and a blue t-shirt. Zayn wears black skinny jeans and a white pullover. "You look sexy today." I smirk.

"Not as sexy as you." He steps closer.

"No, you are WAY sexier." 

Zayn steps forward and kisses me, latching his lips onto mine. I melt into the kiss and rest my hands on his hips. Zayn pushes me back onto the bed, and pulls up out of the kiss. I open my eyes and see Niall on top of me. 

"No, you're the sexiest." He says. I close my eyes, squeezing tight, hoping that all of this post dramatic stress of that dream I had will just leave.

I slowly open my eyes to see a pair of chocolate ones staring back at me. I sigh in relief. I sit up so that Zayn is sitting on my lap and kiss him again, never wanting to let go.

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Hello beautiful people!

Im sorry that I haven't posted alot, but I hope this chapter gave you a good scare.

I was wondering, should I do a dirty scene? Maybe that would make the story more interesting. And if so, who would you want it to be between? Please comment or message me with your thoughts.

Well, that's all for right now!

Stay fierce ~Liongirl