Hello Class

Chapter Three: Sanity Is Just A Theory

 I just stare at Mark and blink rapidly trying to understand what in fucks sake just happened. Did my engineering teacher just kiss me, like actually KISS ME?! I can't help but reach up and touch my lips. This had to be some dream. I have never been kissed before in my life and damn was this possibly the best feeling in the world.

"Well Jessica don't just not say anything." Mark says with a very concerned look in his eyes. I know he knows that he possibly just fucked up big time and is most likely going to lose his job.

I shake my head a little to try to snap back to reality. "I-um. . . I don't know what to say." I managed to muster.

"Jesus fuck! I'm so sorry. I don't know what I was thinking. I was just so overcome by your drawings, which are great and very very detailed. I don't know. Shit, I'm sorry."

"It's okay um Mark. It's really fine, I actually didn't mind that at all. To be honest, and I know I will hate myself later for saying this but, I am extremely attracted to you. Ever since I first saw you you've been on my mind." I feel so much self-confidence rushing through me. I wasn't really scared of what might come next.

"I haven't ever felt this sort of way about one of my students before. I should not have done that and I'm sure you are very confused now about . . . what you want . . . and very confused about us."

Still feeling my rush of confidence I go in for another kiss. "Nope, I am very sure about what I want and what I want is you, Mark."

I kissed him as though my life depended on it. He deepened the kiss and held me close to him. I felt his tongue slip pass my lips and intertwine with mine. I feel his fingers run through my hair and I let out a noise I've never made before. I haven't felt like this ever before, it's like he has awaken something completely new in me. As I press myself closer to him I can feel the bulge in his pants and decided we should probably stop before things went to a whole other level.

I pull away from him and try to catch my breath. "See, I am thinking clearly about this whole thing." I say breathlessly. He gives me that award winning smirk of his and puts his arm around my waist.

"I could lose my job ya know."

"Yes I know. Maybe we shouldn't let this happen."

"Well now, let's not be too hasty, I never said that."

"But I'm 18 and you're 25. That doesn't bother you?"

"Maybe you're right." He says sighing a little. He releases his hold on me and steps backs few steps. "Though, I won't tell if you won't." He smiled at me.

His smile sent my heart into a frenzy and I couldn't help but smile back. "Then let's do this."

"Okay then." He walks over to his desk and grabs my sketchbook. "Since we are doing this, let me take you home."

I cocked an eyebrow at him. "To your house, Jessica." He laughs at me.

"Aww and I thought I was getting laid tonight."

"Maybe one day." He says winking at me.

He grabs his bag and a couple of papers off his desk then leads me out of his classroom. Right as we opened the door we see Lacy waiting by the door.

"Why are you still here lace?" I say in a panic afraid she heard everything.

"I wanted to see if you needed a ride but I didn't know how long you'd be" She says eyeing me down.

"Umm-"

"Actually, that won't be necessary. I will be taking her home." Mark says suddenly.

Visibly showing her shock Lacy just kind of looks at me like 'What the hell Jess?'

"Oh uh okay, well call me when you get home alright Jess?"

"Yeah, sure."

Mark and I leave Lacy there to stare and try to figure out what seem off about us. I hope she doesn't figure out anything. EVER.

This whole day has been insane.