Chapter 11

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I saw him with Amanda, kissing, in the window. Why? Why did I freak out, why did I not say something. WHY? I ran off crying. My heart is done with life, life is dumb and awful and painful. I can't survive anymore, no I can't give up. I want my mom. I left to my room and cried and wasn't happy, I ran out of words. Sean finally called, his voicemail was dumb. Sean broke my heart and I broke his. I suck. I ate another tub of ice cream, watching Channing Tatum movies. At school I couldn't talk to him. He wouldn't stop trying to talk to me. It was hard. Cheer still sucks, with Kyla. I decided that I've been friends with Sean since grade 1. We need to talk. I went to his house and we talked for hours, like we used too. It was nice. He's still with Amanda though. It's fine, it's not like I have a small crush on him. Hearing his voice was hard. Life is hard. A tear fell down my face then more and more. I was done. He felt the same way. How could have I never known, I could have helped.

Sorry it's a bit short, the next few chapters will have more details, hope your enjoying the book.

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