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by pure-darling

by pure-darling

" i miss you

i miss you

i miss you too much.

its been 8 days since you came home.

but it still feels as if there was an oceans length of distance between us.

i saw you today,

at a coffee shop.

except you were with someone else.

a girl.

she was so beautiful, so perfect.

i understand why you would pick her over me.

she has long, golden hair

big blue eyes,

pink plump lips,

and a perfect body.

yet im here with plain black hair and plain brown eyes.

you always said i was perfect, that i was beautiful.

you never made me feel self conscious,

no,

you made me feel loved,

you made me feel beautiful,

you made me feel at home.

but when i saw you smiling, laughing with another woman,

i cant help but feel insecure, imperfect again.

i feel like myself,

my REAL self when im without you.

i feel broken."