Desired attention

Part 6: The chat

I make sure to text Jamie so she knows to walk in the school with me. That will give us the few minutes I need to tell her about my huge fucking secret!

Jamie:
I'm here girl, where is you?

Me:
By the front doors!

Soon after, I see her coming towards me. "Hey, what did you need to talk about??" I can tell she's excited to hear. I start to chuckle and I look away nervously. "Ummmm.... Yeah, so something kind of weird happened.." I'm obviously trying to avoid it, I'm lame.

"TELL ME!" She practically screams. Damn, she is excited. "Mr.styleskissedme" I say really fast.

"..... What?" She asks, I don't know if she didn't hear me, or she is surprised. "I said 'Mr. Styles kissed me.'" And I look away quickly.

She just stands there and stares at me, I've made Jamie speechless. Her blue eyes stare me down like I've just punched her mother.

"And do you feel okay about that.... Or did he force himself on you? If he's trying to like rape you or something, you better tell me."

I think for a second, is he forcing himself on me? I liked it... But he was the one to make a move, physically.

I decided I like what's going on between us.

"No, he didn't force me... He like, flirts with me a lot and I flirted back one day... And then he just kissed me. And then again at the skating rink." He explain to her

"Is he wanting some kind of relationship with you? Have you guys talked about it at all?" She starts to ask, and I start to panic. What does he want? "I'm speaking to him about it today." I respond coolly.

She just nods her head and looks at me with worry in her eyes. "I really, really want you to be careful, don't fall for him unless you know it's serious. And don't you dare lose your virginity to him, unless you're 100%" she warns me, but in a protective friend way.

"Thank you, I'll keep that in mind. I just really had to tell you, and I'll call you after I talk with him!" I say back while smiling, trying to reassure her that I'm in control. She nods again and smiles back.

"Was he a good kisser?" She smirks at me, and reply back "yeah, he was." I giggle while I think back.

"Let's go to class bebe" she says back at me.
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I make sure to find Jamie before walking into class. I had not eaten much for lunch, because my nerves were getting to me...

Jamie and I are approaching the door when I hear Mr. Styles chuckling with another teacher.
I don't think I've seen this teacher before, my God is he handsome...

"MALIK! Hahaha I swear, you're making me cry!" Harry is practically yelling at this point. I presume his name is Malik...? Such a strange name, but whatever he's hot as fuck.

Jamie turns to me and she is thinking what I'm thinking. We start walking closer and Harry notices me, his mood shifts and he's laughing quieter now.

"Hello Mr.styles" Jamie says while smirking at us both, I hope he doesn't realize I told her! Then I blush and say "yes hello." He smiles at me very broadly, like he's really happy to see me. Then I look at the tall, black haired man standing next to him and mouth gapes a bit I think. He's even better up close. I look back at Harry and I'm 99% sure he knows I think "Malik" is hot.

I gulp, he looks really mad actually, he then says "I'll catch up with you later zayn." I'm so confused... Is it Malik or zayn? When he looks away from his friend and looks back at me, I'm positive he is pissed. I quickly get to my seat in class.