Desired attention

Part 5: the drive home

After he said that he left me alone in the bathroom. I was shocked that he had a preference like that... It's such a kinky thing to ask someone to do!

I take a few more moments to regather my thoughts and fix my hair. When I walk out, Luke is searching for me, he catches my eye and starts walking to me. "Where did you go?" He wondered

"Just had to use the bathroom" I say and smile at him. He hands me my drink and we walk to the side of the rink to watch everyone skating. I don't see Harry anywhere, I guess that means he left? Good I think, I don't want to see him here with that blonde bimbo. I wonder who she is to him.

After a while longer everyone is ready to leave. I rode in Luke's car with Jamie and Niall. So we all get in the car, I'm in the front seat and the lovebirds take the back seats. I hear giggling and lips smacking behind me. I turn my head and see them making out quite obnoxiously.

"You guys need to at least wait until Luke drops you off!" I say with a hint of disgust. They pull away and smile at each other. "better drop us off first then, lad" he says to Luke and Jamie giggles and nods. Oh god I have to be alone with Luke after that happens!

We arrive at Jamie's and she says she will just drive Niall home, we say our goodbyes. Soon we head off towards my house is when it gets a bit awkward.

"What are your plans for this weekend?" Luke asks me. "Not sure yet, might hang out with Jamie if she's not sucking on Niall's face." I say, and he laughs at that. Everybody knows they are attached at the hip.

"Yeah, I sometimes wish I had that with someone" he says. What is he saying! I just chuckle through a breath. And mutter "yeah me too." It's really awkward now.

Thankfully were pulling up to my house in no time. "Thanks for the ride Luke" I say as I turn towards him and start to grab the handle to the door. That's when he grabs arm and I cringe. It's really quiet in the car, all you can hear is our loud breathing. He reaches up to turn my face towards him again, and starts to lean in. This is awkward, I wish there was at least music. All you can hear are the seats underneath us as we shift. I lean in too.

I want to know how it will feel, maybe I do like him and I'm just being stupid. As soon as our lips touch I knew I was wrong. I don't like the way they feel. His lips are chapped and he shoves his tongue into my mouth to quickly and forcefully. Harry is so much smoother about everything he does.

I pull away quickly and put my fingers over my mouth. "I'm sorry" he says and looks down.
"It's okay, it just surprised me... I don't want to mess up our friendship, Luke." I say, hoping that will be good enough for him to stop pursuing me. I obviously couldn't tell him about Harry...

"I guess I understand, I just don't think it would ruin our friendship, just make it better." He says, and looks up at me with hope. I just sigh and look away and say "there's someone else" he nods, and I say "goodnight, I'm sorry"
And he's quick to reassure me that it's fine and tells me goodnight as well.

As I walk in my house I can only think of Harry. Tonight he kissed me again and claimed me as his. I'm so fucking thankful that the love bite that he inflicted was easily covered by my shirt. I wish I had his number so I could text him right now, I already miss talking to him.
Should I tell Jamie? Like I'm on the first step to having an affair with my teacher! I don't even know how old he is for sure.
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I decide that I'll tell Jamie in the morning. For now, I'll just dream of kissing Harry and him whispering sweet nothings in my ear. His curls tickling my neck.. I can't wait until tomorrow
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I wake up earlier than usual this morning. I have a feeling in my stomach, kind of like when you're going on vacation and you can't sleep the night before. That's what I'm feeling. My stomach is acting funny and I'm almost gassy. Why do I get this way when I'm excited? I make sure to take a little extra time on myself today.

I straighten my hair because everyone tells me it makes me look older. When I'm done my long brown hair stops right above my butt. I then begin on my makeup.

I put my foundation on, then fill in my eyebrows. Eyebrows are probably one of the most important features on a girl at the moment. I make sure to keep mine well maintained and waxed. Then I add some natural looking eyeshadow, some browns. Then I finish it off by curling my eyelashes and adding mascara. I let my mascara dry while I get dressed, then recurl and reapply mascara, gets them really long. I walk to my closet to think of what outfit to wear.

I'll wear some black leggings and white flowy shirt. I don't want to dress lazy, but I don't want Harry to think I did something extra...

After I finish my lashes and make sure my hair is in place, I grab my bag and start to head out the door. My mom is sitting on the couch watching the morning news and I say "bye ma, love you!" And she says, with her mouth full of food, "love you too." I make my way out the door and to my car. I'm getting nervous