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CHAPTER 6-vanoss

ShitShitShitShitShit No effin way it can't be no fuckin way ooh my god what no way... 

Del said he'd go with us. That means... no way, he must have been joking or something. A prank by the guys? No.... Oh my god we were going to meet him. He must have been kidding- I still can't believe it- and its  been three hours since we logged off the Skype call. 

 I logged off at one, around three or something Dels time, and... Ugh. I dunno. Sleep was definitely NOT an option... I CANT GET OVER IT. DEL IS COMING TO THE BEACH HOUSE WITH US AND WE'LL HAVE TO SEE HIS FACE AND... I'm pretty sure I've only been more excited for a couple things.. Maybe none. Yeah, nothing... I have NEVER been more excited!

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Eleven AM- Well I guess I fell asleep- too much excitement?

 We had scheduled a face reveal, with just us, today at nine. I'm obsessing over if he's gonna be lil and cute like the smut and fan fictions say and wear a mask and stuff... Not that I read the fan fictions or anything. That would be kinda weird... I wonder if he's ever come across those dark parts of the internet. I hope I'm not alone in my... weird moments. Or my normal moments, if you want to be a bit more correct. 

I stalked out of bed, my hair a mess, and readied some pop tarts. 

Gym... thats what I should do. Yep. Mindless exercises to distract me from the SUPER SLOW clock. I got dressed and tried brushing my hair. It didn't work out very well, so I just left it all crazy. Ehh, Del wouldn't be there- I mean, no ex-girlfriends or anything. 

I went out to my car and started the engine, just as my phone started to ring. 

When I checked the caller ID, my heart fluttered a little bit. Not cause I like him or anything just... 

"Yeah Del?" I said, stepping out of the car.

"Um... do you think I could still back out of the beach thing?" He said, getting strait to the point. 

My heart cracked into thousands of pieces. Right there, Right then. He couldn't just back out! What the heck... 

"NO!" I shouted, sounding way too nasty. Whoops. "Well... Its just... It'd make it easier for the rest of the guys to walk all over you again?" I said, It coming out like a question. 

I could almost hear him frowning through the phone. 

"You didn't tell me too, you know Evan. I mean, I'm not mad or anything..." LIES. "Just a little.. I dunno. But this was super sudden and I was acting really rash and I'm just sorta scared... I'm sorry It's just- like- well I was... Ugh, well... Do you think I should back out? Thats... kinda what I'm trying to ask. I'm just a bit... nervous and... I jus-" 

"STOP IT DEL! I shout. I can't stand it when he gets all scared and awkward... It's sad. And it makes me sad... "The guys WONT judge you, K? If anything, we've spent so long imagining you they'll probably think your like 3 times better looking than how they imagined. Del, what I'm trying to say is you probably look great. And when you have a great time with us at the beach, you'll completely forget what you were scared of! You'll probably laugh. Just don't back out, OK? I really want to see your face. And cartOonz already has, right? It won't be that different. Im sure of it, ok?" I said, my thoughts of the last few days pouring out. The dam broke. He probably thinks I'm a weirdo now. 

cringe worthy... and then he paused as it was like both of us were holding our breath.

"thanks dude. I'll be there at nine 'O clock, on the dot. Thanks again. Bye." He said, hanging up. 

I put my phone in my pocket, got back in the car, and sat there with my head in my hands for the next ten minutes. Why did I say all that?!?! Ugh.. I can't believe it. I'm glad Dels good, but... What if he tells the guys abut me being all desperate to see his face? I am such an idiot. I'm such a frickin idiot.