" hahah your so ugly no one likes you. Your to ugly to be cool. Hahahaha" My best friend said while kicking me in the abdomen. She laughed. She knew I had asthma so she just kept doing it.. until I stopped crying. I stopped breathing. I woke up in my bed. She didn't even call an ambulance. My parents thought I was just sleeping late. I was shaking. Barely breathing. I called the cops but they couldn't understand because i was weasing so much. The ambulance came they saved me just in time. They told me one of my lungs was deflated. I was bummed. I was never gunna be cool I was never going to be anything.
A few months later
I just moved to this new school. Im scared that people in my class wont exept me because I was ugly and sometimes since I have add im annoying. But I met this one kid we became besties. Well call her alicha. Me and alicha would joke around a lot and most of the time we wouldn't pay attention. But we got good grades. YAY. So I kinda got annoying but u know attention deficit disorder is pretty bad I mean. Look at me im 11 and I flip out ALL the time. Its great. Except for the day it started. The bullying until it got physical. The punched my left lung since it was the bad one. Then I started to cut. It lifted the pain off of me. It felt bad but at the same time it felt good.
I loved it. I one day want to go to hell. Then the pain of hell would add on to the pain I already feel. I just feel like if I die no one would care. Im a loser.
I dont actually feel this way. Ummn go folloe me on instagram @jaiden.Ramirez
