My best friend killed himself today. He was getting bullied like I do. He was dead Dead. I cant live without him he was my happiness my love my inspiration my heart. Its to late. I WISH I WAS THERE I WANTED TO STOP HIM I KNEW HOW HE FELT TO GET THINHS THROWN AT HIM
. IDC IF IM UGHY OR USELES.... I JUST WANT MY TOBY BACK. I CANT DEAL WITH THE PAIN. I know on the outside my friends might say oh shes fine she'll get over it... OH REALLY HOW WOULD U FEEL IF YOU WHERE GETTING BULLIED AND UR FRIEND WAS TO HE WAS UR BEST FRIEND AND HE JUST KILLED HIMSELF. YOU WOULD FEEL BAD. SOMETIMES I THINK THAT LIFE MAKES NO SENSE I MEAN U GET A CHANCE TO HAVE FUN WHEN PEOPLE CANT GET TO KNOW YOU AND HAVE A CHANCE TO BE NICE TO YOU. ITS NOT RIGHT. ITS FUCKING STUPID. U KNOW WHAT CALL ME WHATEVER BUT U KNIW WHATVU HAVE FLAWS TOO. NO UR PERFECT CAN U DO 123x12 in 4 seconds... NO UR NOT PERFECT. AND GUESS WHATCUR A MONSTER DRIVING PEOPLE TO KILL THEMSELVES. U KNOW WHAT... FUCK U I HOPE U BURN IN HELL I HOPE IT FEELS LIKE SHIT. IT PROBABLY WILL FOR ALL THE SINS U HAVE DONE.. MEMBER LAST WEEK WHEN U HAD SEX WITH UR EX AFTSR U FOUND A NEW BOYFRIEND. REMEMBER WHEN UR FRIEND TOLD U HE WAS GAY AND U SAID GET AWAY FROM ME.. JUST EXCEPT PEOPLE FOR WHO THEY ARE.. ITS NOT HARD. AND IF U CANT THEN LEAVE THEM ALONE.
