Truth Be Told

Diary entry #3

Dear Harry,

I know ...... it's been a while. I guess although I have a lot to say, I just can't seem to find a way to say it. I write these letters because they are the easiest way to speak my mind and let out everything that I bottle up inside. I guess there's a small hope inside that you just mightbread these.

Moving on!

It takes a lot for people to realize that it's time to move on. It doesn't matter ow many times people tell us it's time, we don't listen. We stay until we are either pushed away or so broken we roll away in tiny little pieces, holding on to the small shreds of memories we once had, trying our best to stop the memories being altered by who people change into. We just have to remember that people change not memories........easier said then done.

When it all bottles up inside and we wait to long to tell people how we really feel about them it all comes up to a boil and we are left, standing alone at the crossroad with all these questions, looses ends, feelings and emotions. We are the ones that then look like the fools as we're the only one who even thinks about those times, that still count the days that happiness turned into betrayal, anger, tears and heartbreak. We end up crying over the unanswered questions that we were too scared to ask.

The hardest part of a relationship isn't the breakup, it's when the other moves on and even if it is a while after the breakup and you say you are over him, it doesn't matter your heart was still taken by him and when he finds someone new you sit there and remember that he still has it he still won your heart and only through time will you get it back but not all of it. Once you truly fall in love with someone you never truly fall out of love with them. That's the difference between falling and fallen.

We all deserve someone who will be there for us and no matter how hard we try we don't always find the right one or we just aren't the right one for them. So yes even though it hurts they deserve to find the right one or at least explore, as much as it hurts our time together has expired, we shared some great memories, laughs, games, messages, hugs, food, and movies but its time to move on, it's time to wish him all the best in his future close the door, stop the messages and the feelings cause he's not yours anymore he's hers.

Sincerely the one you've never met xoxo