Andy's P.O.V
What's that feeling called when everything feels perfect and you're like, really energetic and jumpy and like, smiley and stuff? Happiness? Yeah, that's it. That's what I'm feeling. Pure happiness.
Our date went really well honestly. After we left the cafe, Ashley left a 10 dollar tip for the waitress, we went out to a small park. Not many people were there, but it was really peaceful. A couple of kids were running around and making their parents buy them ice cream. An elderly couple was walking their dog and I swear all the kids just went up to to them and just pet the dog, to which we learned was named "Smokey". I found it appropriate, the dog was a husky and his eyes looked like a smokey eyes so it fit him really well. But after a while we got tired, and head back home. Which leads me to my current situation.
I was on Ashley's lap, straddling his waist as he held my hips in place. My lips were locked with his, my hands tangled in his hair as he slowly rolled his hips onto mine. Ashley tugged on my bottom lip with his teeth as his hands rubbed my hips, surely making my skin become red. He parted from my lips and kissed my exposed neck, sucking on my sensitive skin, making me moan and cover my mouth with my hand. I felt him smile against my skin when he suddenly bit down. I shuddered and bit my finger, trying my best to hold back my moans.
I heard a shattering noise and Ashley quickly stopped biting down on my neck and we both looked back to where the sound came from. There stood Matt with a shattered glass cup on the floor. He smiled awkwardly at us before looking down at the floor "Uh, I'll clean that in a sec...". He turned around and headed into the kitchen before coming back with a mop. He started cleaning out the spilled water in the floor before he coughed awkwardly "So,"he said "you two are a thing now? I mean like, before you were cuddling n' stuff but like, is that a hickey on your neck, Andy?". I blushed and covered my neck, hiding my face in Ashley's hair.
I heard Ashley chuckle before he made me look at him "Well, I don't know, are we, Andy?". I looked at Ashley, his eyes seeming to have a glow coming from behind them. I leaned into his ear and a small word escaped my lips "Yes". A thud made me look up to where Matt was standing to see both CC and Jinxx laying on the floor both looking up at us with wide eyes. CC broke the silence first "Holy shit". Matt finished cleaning his mess up while CC and Jinxx stood up. I moved to sit next to Ashley and CC went over to me "Sooo, Andy". Oh boy, I know where he's going with this "You guys are a thing now". I nodded and looked up at him to see him smirking "so that means that you're actually a 'thing', am I right?". He winked at me and my cheeks set aflame. I punched his shoulder and he just laughed at me. Meanie.
I saw Jinxx head into the kitchen and Ashley stood up from beside me, kissed my forehead, and excused himself. CC then plopped down next to me and smiled "So I'm guessing by your reaction, you and Ashley did the thing, y'know, the sweaty, the naughty, frickiy-frackety, the swoogity-swaggity, the heated, the hot, the sexy, the-" I cut him off by throwing a pillow cushion at him. He grabbed it and threw it back at me, managing to hit me square in the face. I pouted at him and he laughed. A moment of silence passed before he spoke "It feels so unreal, right? One day, we're in an Asylum, were most people find us as a threat to society while we're all juts one big family, hoping all of us will get better one day, then the next day, we're in a comfortable house, with friends laughing and having a good day, forgetting all the bad times. It really is so unreal".
I stared at him for a second. He was right honestly. It really did feel unreal in a way. Quite honestly, everything seemed perfect. Nothing could really go wrong. I nodded and laid my head onto his shoulder. I heard him chuckle before his arm snaked around my waist, pulling me in further. Then I remembered. Jinxx had a crush on CC, Ashley told me that this morning when we went out. I looked right into his eyes before taking a deep breath in. You can do this Andy. I let my breath out "Do you like anyone?". My voice was hoarse and it was a bit raspy, but the sound was deep actually. CC stared at me for a second "No, not really, I'm actually not the most romantic person". I nodded and he tilted his head "Why?". I shook my head and just smiled. Well, CC's still oblivious to Jinxx's feelings I guess. Ashley then walked into the room and when he saw me the smile on his face faltered a bit. What's that about?
Ashley walked over to the couch and he sat down next to me. CC laughed a bit and he stood and made his way into, well who knows. I looked back at Ashley and he pushed me into the couch. A small squeak escaped my lips as I felt all his weight go onto me. His eyes seemed bored but mad in a way. He leaned down and pressed his lips to mine, a bit harshly actually. He pressed one of his knees in between my legs and he pressed his palms firmly against my shoulders, causing me to push in deeper into the couch. He deepened the kiss and he held me in place, making me uncomfortable and not allowing me to move. I tried pulling away but he just bit down on my lip, causing me to squeak softly. He grabbed both my hands and pinned them over my head, taking away all my movement. His grip on my wrists tightened as I tried pulling back from him again. His tongue went into my mouth and he pushed all his weight onto me, making me struggle to breathe.
He used one of his hands to keep mine up as his other started sliding up my shirt. I shuddered at his touch and he started scraping his nails across my skin. I let out a strangled gasp, due to the lost of breath. My head started fogging up and my vision started fading. I felt my lungs start to burn and Ashley then parted from my lips. I looked up at Ashley through my hazed eyes, to see him staring down at me with cold and angry eyes. He pursed his lips before he let go of my hands and got off me, standing up and leaving the room, leaving me lying on the couch with my shirt rolled up, my hands still above my head since I could barely feel them, and my mind a daze, only asking myself, what was that all about?
A/N:
It's short, I know, but whateva.
I'm terrible and you all must hate me for adding more drama to the story, but oh well *shrugs*
Anddddd, this story is gonna be over soon, I think maybeeeee, 2-5 more chapters, not sure though.
*peaceful sigh* I loved writing this, I really did, when I write this, it's just so, I dunno how to explain it.
But well, this book is going to have a sequel, and maybe it'll be a trilogy, who knows. I'm already making the cover and stuff, but seriously, I recommend you to read it if you liked this story.
ANYWAAYYYYY,
FALL OUT BOY IS COMING TO THE PLACE I LIVE IN AND OMG OMG OMG I THINK I CAN GO BUT IM NOT SURE BUT I WANNA GO I WILL RECITE THE HOLY EMO TRINITY'S VOWS EVERY NIGHT AND PRAY TO THE SPIRIT OF THE BLACK PARADE THAT I'LL GO TO FALL OUT BOY'S CONCERT, BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO, I NEED TO GO. PRAY WITH ME SO I CAN GO, IN THE NAME OF THE HOLY EMO TRINITY, GERARD WAY, PATRICK STUMP, PETE WENTZ, MIKEY WAY, AND BRANDON URIE, I PRAY TO THE SPIRIT OF THE BLACK PARADE TO GUIDE ME AND GIVE ME THE BLESSING OF GOING TO FALL OUT BOY'S CONCERT, IN THE NAME OF THE THREE FOUNDERS, GERARD WAY, PATRICK STUMP, AND BRANDON URIE, I SEAL MY PRAYER. AMEN.
(^^^^^^^^^ sorry if that offended you because you're religious or something, I got caught up in the moment :P)
Also, first comment gets a dedication in the next chapter and the other comments get a shout out.
Anywhore, I love you my Sexicans
Stay happy not crappy,
Life's a bitch don't quit,
Fair winds~
And have a Purdy day my Andy-sexuals!
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Andley- "The Broken Boy" (boyxboy)
Fanfiction*Warning* Contains: Self harm, anorexia, depression, suicidal thoughts, abuse, and others. If you are sensitive to any of these, be careful when reading. I don't support any of these, but it's part of the story. Andy has been sent to an Asylum where...