Lose Love

What's life without love

Do you ever just wish you could change your decision in life. I'll take that as a yes. Well..thats life but you change the future.

I Layed in my bed shaking and panting in bed of the shadows in the room whispering unforgetable things.their voices went on and on until...my phone weren't off. My hand reached under my pillow to my Samsung. "H- hi.." trying not to make it sound like I were crying. "Hey tails get on we need help with a game in bf4" he said in his husky yet calming voice. Knowing I wasn't in any state to play, I still went on. I sat infront of my tv trembling like crazy while the shadows touching my arms and legs. I joined the party and everyone was laughing and telling jokes like everything was ok. I was greet with a hello from peppery.

The night went on and I was still in so much pain but no one noticed. Not even my love, I wanted to ask for help but...everytime I tried the shadows would hurt me. Hex and I was drving to the clothing shop on gta5 and peppery was killing him. It was funny when hex yelled and acted upset. I would force a laugh and faked a smile so no one could worry. Carbon was buying a new car and customized it. I start to tease him saying things like hey corbon did you work for that money at the corner again. He would just yell at me then laugh, I always make fun and everyone to show that I care and love then. Bee was afk again because his mom called him.

I wish it could be like this for ever