Entry Eleven

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Entry Eleven: October 7, 2011

I've just realized something, journal. When you're alone, you inevitably become lonely.

I've been getting weird looks lately, more than usual, and I know it's because my clothes have finally succumbed to the weather. They look worn and are ripped in places. I look like a homeless person, which suits me, I guess, because I am. I bet they think I found this journal lying on the sidewalk or something.

But back to loneliness. I haven't had a true conversation with a person in over two weeks. Sometimes I wonder if writing down all of this makes it better or worse. And as I write this, my hands shake. I'm cold, but more importantly, I'm scared and I'm alone.

Maybe I am glad I have you, journal. You're certainly better than nothing.

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