Ellen's perspective:
Now he is so gone. And all because of a nullity. Shonni and he have never really understood well, but it will take me away, I would not have thought it. Our last common day of shooting was sad. Our last scene together was just a bed scene in which we talked about children. He wanted a third child. Me too. Little did I know how quickly this wish would be fulfilled yes. When we say the scene in Meredith Derek weeks ago that he can not live without them have rotated, knew none of the crew that this was not played. We had a private dispute. It went again to problems on set. The last year has been for both of us not exactly easy. The death of his mum and his jealousy have brought our marriage and troubled waters. In one scene in the series I should just be kissed surprisingly only one patient. Of course, without a tongue. It was a pure movie kiss. But apparently we did our thing so well, that he thought that was the kiss-proof. Such scenes I shot with him in recent years very often. Paddy and I've been in front of a couple Greys. As Greys started we already had our little Maggie. 2007 joined Alicia then to us. Shonni time was not exactly thrilled when we told her about the pregnancy. And it was exhausting. Heavily pregnant a 15 hours working through is not easy. Luckily I had him and Maggie. Both gave me support. As Shonni a few weeks ago told us that they no longer want to have in the series the character McDreamy, it was for us all a shock. On the way home Paddy did not speak with me. I knew that yes from him. He was angry and excited at the same time. When we got home we looked after the children. They slept luckily already. He went into our bedroom. I ran after him. "Pad, talk to me. I'm as shocked as you of its decision. "" Ellen she asked me six months ago, before the election. Either less privacy and auto racing or Greys. So far I could get everything quite well under one hat. "" You know how I feel about your hobby, but I then married you with this hobby. I love you pad. "I said. He turned around and fell upon me like a hungry dog. After sex, we lay in silence. "I hate Shonni." He said. "It's full intention of her to throw me so from the series. Car Crash. "
I can not imagine how it will be to turn without you there on. "" And why do not you get together with me from? "" Pad, I have signed a contract until 2016. Breach of contract may cost us dearly. Simple as that does not. "" Shonni has also not shied away sack me, despite the contract until 2016. Ellen, I do not understand you. You do not have sided with me today. "" Pad, we can not keep our work from our private life out? "" No. I'm glad that I'm going around the world races soon. Far from Shonni. "" And what about the children and me? "" You with me as often as possible. Elli, I love you. " The weeks leading up to last episode really gone with him as the wind. We no longer revolved together. I missed him on set. Privately, he walked me several days more and more out of the way. At night he often lay beside me and wept. After its last day of shooting, he packed his bags and traveled to Europe. When I woke in the morning he was no longer there. The children were with the Nanny from home. So I went into the living room and turned my favorite song of Pink again quite loudly. "If someone Said three years from now you'd be gone long. I'd stand up and punch them out. Cause they 're all wrong and. That last kiss I'll cherish until we meet again. And time makes it harder, I wish I could remember. But I keep your memory. You visit me in my sleep. My darling, who knew. My darling, my darling, who knew.My darling I miss you. (Song by P! Nk, Who knew) ", it came out of the speakers. Tears forced their way in these lines their. He is my great love. I can not be without him. So I sat crying on the floor. "Mrs. Dempsey, are you okay? "I heard from a great distance. I looked up and saw my children and the nanny. "Yes I'm fine." I said quickly, wiping away the tears. The next day was like every other day to set. Shonni informed me as Meredith should go on without Derek. Being pregnant, how ironic. I was really pregnant. He did not yet know. In the show and in real life so I was pregnant by my husband. The time jump of the series I found silly. When I held my baby in the hands of film and reciting my lines, was something I realized abruptly. I always felt uncomfortable without him. After the scene was in the box, I quickly went to my trailer for our children and grabbed the tablet from. I skypte with the kids Paddy. "I am well received in Europe." He said, smiling. "And I'll also addressed on this poorly written Car Crash of Shonni." "Daddy, when are you back?" Asked Maggie. "I'll be back soon. I drive a car race in Europe. "He was about to hang when I told him of my pregnancy. "Are you excited?" I asked him. "Of course. We wanted just a child. Ellen, I have to go now. We call later. "He said and hung up. "You get a child?" "Yes Maggie I get a child. Maybe it's a boy this time. "I said, hugging my children. "Unfortunately I have to return to the rotation. See you later. "I went back to the set and asked me through to Shonni. "What's Ellen?" "I'm getting out!" "What?" "Shonni I can not without him. For 11 years we were lovers before the camera. He sorely lacking to me. And the way in which you have written him out of the series, I find disgusting. 11 years he was for you the odd charm, you're Diva you have felt offended. And instead I can mourn in the series about my husband, this stupid time jump takes place. The fans will understand it as little as I do. "" The time jump is but necessary. Your husband was in the past few months different than usual and has often stopped the whole operation here. "" We had to insert some tragedies in our private lives. He was there not always fully concentrated is normal. Every person who has a heart that understands. So Imagine a bad Serientod or anything else for me out. I am no longer there. If you want to sue me then do it. Only then I will tell some details of the press from the set that have not yet reached the public. "" That will not do you. Ellen I beg you. Stay here at Greys. "" No. Do you have any fear about coming out as you have idolized him in vain for years? After Season 11 Final is for me. Oh and one more thing. I'm pregnant. Since I quit Yes, you can not yell again like when I was pregnant with me Alicia. Because the child is determined not according to your schedule. "I screamed, and then turned my final scenes. After the end of shooting I grabbed my children and took them home. I hastily grabbed for us up a few things and flew to Silverstone. Once there, I left the luggage to bring Paddy room and took the children to the Grand Prix circuit. I nervously walked through the paddock. "Hey Elli, what are you doing here? Patrick did not say that you come. "Said his teammate Mike to me. "He does not know. Where is he? "" Oh there you just have to follow behind only the female Fanmeute. He's just an autograph session. See you later. "" Yes until later Mike. "I said and went with my children by the hand on. "But Wow, Dad has a lot of fans." Alicia said. "Yes, everyone wants to McDreamy's see live." We fought our way through the Fanmassen through until we stood before him. He looked at the autograph cards in front of him and asked, "What's your name." "Ellen," I said. He looked up and looked at me in amazement. "Hey, what are you doing here?" He said and took my hand. "Daddy, we have missed you." Maggie and Alicia said in unison. "I have also gone missing. You'd better behind the barrier in the paddock to ask you. Otherwise you will flatten. "He said, pulling us over to yourself. He kissed me and asked: "You'd have to not turn on Grey's?" "I already have all the scenes in the box. Forever the way. "" What? You quit? "" Yes. I missed you. Ohne Dich Greys is no longer what it once was. I love you. We will accompany you to each race, as long as it allows my pregnancy. Shonni can our love never destroy."
