20 July, 2015
Nicole Garcia
I slowly sighed as my feet carried me around the hallways of the big building, it was the ending of RAW and I felt completely unsecure. I just got back to work from my injury and I barely had time to get back on track since WWE needed me back in the ring as soon as possible. I had to bite my lip at every sting of shooting pain I felt crawling over every inch of my body, making sure to not miss a spot. As I wandered down the halls a quick small smile would appear on my face by every person greeting me, even when the girls would run over to me I wouldn't say a word. I felt like if someone put duct tape on my mouth and I wasn't able to speak, just hum a couple of things.
These past months haven't been anything but stressing, stressing and stressing. Everywhere I go, every step I make I feel like I'm walking on my nerves. I just had to clear my mind and get over with this all, and luckily some friends are made of gold.
"Nikki! Oh my pumpkin!" before I could even react the light skinned girl attacked me with her embrace, squeezing me so tight I could say goodbye to oxygen. "P-Paige, I-I can't bre-athe.."
"Oh god sorry, hun." I slighty chukled at the smile that was take over her baby like, yet dangerous face. "But.. you're back, gosh. Haven't excepted you, how are you? How you feeling? Everything alright? Any news?"
I laughed and shook my head. "Hey, calm down. Too many questions, I'm fragile right now, don't break me."
"Fragile?" she spoke as she poked me in the stomach. "Look at those abs, nice blouse by the way."
"Thankyou," I said, chuckling. "Alright let's begin all over again." I sighed as I closed my chocolate brown eyes and gently opened them again. "Paige, hey girl. Need your help,"
"And what should that be, m'lady?" I tried to contain my laughter at her pirate-british accent.
"We need to go out."
"That is a great idea, ma'am," she remained the accent and grabbed me by the arm as she started skipping towards the exit. "Let's party!"
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The music surrounded me and made me move every one of my curves as the lights gently flowed over my skin. I had been waiting for this moment for months, don't get me wrong. Drunk people, people that eat each other's face while 'dancing', all this bullshit. It felt good to me, it sucked out all of the bad energy out of me, leaving me careless for just once. Sometimes I just hated how much I cared, I wish I could just switch it off, become emotionless, at least for one day and do whatever I wanted.
I took a deep breath as I inhaled the smell of strong alcohol and smoke. "I'll go use the bathroom, I'll be right back."
"Do you want me to come with you?" I laughed and shook my head. "Paige, that's what I would be asking you in such a case, I'm a grown woman, you don't need to treat me like a child just because of an injury."
"Alright, alright my bossy royalty," she playfully rolled her eyes and took a sip of her beer as I quickly rolled my eyes at her and made my way to the bathroom. Good nobody's here.
I took a deep breath and made my way to the mirror as I looked deep into my own eyes and questioned what I exactly was doing. I wanted this, I wanted to clear my mind. But I felt even more weirder and shitty then I already did. I shook my head as I fixed my hear and only hear a silent sound of the opening door in the back of my head.
I flowed my hands from my side down to my hips and slightly pouted my lips before turning around to face the girl that just walked inside the restroom.
Fear, confussion and anxiety took over my body as I glanced my widened eyes over every inch of the girl's body. She looked exactly like me.
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Finally I could update! Sorry it took so long, guys.
But I started school yesterday and it's been already crazy before that, I'll try to update as much as I can but I'll be really busy since school has started.
Anyways, hoped you enjoyed reading!
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